Athena's Blog

Special Shows and How I Knew I Was a Lesbian

2011-05-06T14:41:00.005-04:00

Hi-Everyone!

Spring has sprung!

I am so honored to have been asked to perform in some incredible shows.

I will be performing a full "Awards Show" number, complete with dancers, at the Outmusic Awards (which will be filmed as part of a documentary); I have been asked to perform at The Living Room (my favorite venue); and I am part of an incredible night at Crash Mansion to benefit RAINN. Also, not only have I been cast as a lead in the play Lemon Meringue, but they are featuring my music as well. Plus I have a new interesting video interview, so read on.

Happy spring!

Athena

Photo of Cenral Park by Jill Pomrantz, taken April 2011.

Upcoming Shows

Vig 27
Wednesday, May 11th, 2011 | 7-10pm. Showtime about 8:30-9
119 E. 27th Street btwn Park & Lex in New York, NY
Guest appearance at radio personality Tym Moss's birthday party. I will be singing Love is Love. 7-10pm. Showtime about 8:30-9. Numerous other guest performers.

Athena Reich as Lady Gaga at a private function
with back-up dancers Noelle Patten and Lorianne Major!
Booked by: Smash Entertainment
Saturday, May 14th, 2011 | 3-5

Athena Reich live at the 7th Annual OUTMUSIC Awards @ Irving Plaza
Monday, May 23rd, 2011 | 7pm
17 Irving Place @ E. 15th Street New York, NY (Union Square)
Celebrating 20 Years of Music History. I will be performing at this year's Outmusic Awards with amazing dancers Noelle Patten, Valerie Elg, Willow Toner Grey & Angela Getter. My Logical Song video is nominated for Video of the Year. Come see me do a real "Awards Show" type number with dancers, and let's celebrate whether The Logical Song Video wins or loses! I am honored to be among 5 nominated in my category.
Red Carpet – 5:30PM – 7:00PM
VIP Cocktail Reception 6:00PM to 7:00PM
Showtime 7:00PM
Get Early Bird DISCOUNT TICKETS of $25!

Love RAINN on Me @ Crash Mansion
Sunday, May 15th, 2011 | 630pm @ 199 Bowery
Featuring Athena Reich, Ariel Aparicio, Brett Gleason, Charlie Demos, & Monday Night Bear Claw. Artwork & photography by Holly Canfield and German Marin. (Tickets are 10.00 presale, 12.00 at the door) I will be doing a full set of rarely performed songs. All proceeds benefit RAINN. Buy tickets here.

Jack Hardy Tribute at the Living Room
Sunday, June 5th, 2011 | 3pm-6pm
154 Ludlow St. New York, NY
Tribute to the songwriting legend Jack Hardy. I will be performing some original songs, along with others performing a mix of originals and Jack Hardy's tunes. Performers include Amy Emerman, Jeremy Mage, Noam Weinstein, Dawn Landes, Heather Flynn, Marci Geller, hopefully Richard Julian and others. This is a great venue and will be a wonderful afternoon. Pay what you can. 1 drink minimum.

Athena Reich as "Gail" in the play Lemon Meringue
Lemon Meringue is the true story of one man's recovery from childhood sexual abuse. Featuring music by Athena Reich. Directed by Terri Muuss. Written by Rich Ryan.
I will be playing "Gail", the lead character's therapist.
TADA! Theater @ 15 W. 28th Street New York, NY 10001
Fri July 15th @ 7pm
Sat July 16 @ 2pm
Sat July 16 @ 8pm
Sun July 17 @ 1pm
Tickets on sale now.

September European/UK Tour TBA
Booked by Paperclip Agency

>> Click here for more info on upcoming gigs.

Great Photographer

I got new headshots and I love them! (And more importantly, so does my manager). If you are looking for photos for acting, music or whatever, I highly recommend PVaz Photography. He is super talented, and just starting out so he is ridiculously affordable! Contact him at pvazmusic@gmail.com.

How I knew I was a lesbian...

A student of mine, who is in high school, is doing a presentation on homosexuality at her school and asked if she could interview me. Due to the recent awareness about gay bullying, I couldn't resist but openly share my experiences with her classmates in hopes that it would help educate. She asked such poignant questions, in both written and video format. I answered openly and honestly.

Click here to watch the video interview on How I Knew I Was a Lesbian.

INTERVIEW
(from a high school student to an 'out lesbian')
Below is the written interview we did. The student lives in a small town in the southern United States. (We met when I was her teacher during a summer arts workshop last year). Enjoy and feel free to forward to those who you think might be interested.

1. What is your sexual orientation?

Lesbian although sometimes I use the word queer because sometimes I'm attracted to men as well although it seems my true pair bonding energy is with women.

2. How do you feel about people using religion to denounce homosexuality?

It's sad because the heart of every religion is to love your neighbor as yourself (Judaism, Christianity, Buddhism, Islam, Wiccan, Hinduism, Bahai, etc etc)

As far as Christianity goes, did you ever hear Jesus condemn people because of who they loved? The only time Jesus got angry was in the temple when people were turning the temple into a market. Otherwise he said, "Let He Who is Without Sin Cast the First Stone ". I'm not saying homosexuality is a sin, because I believe it is absolutely not a sin, but even if a Christian believes homosexuality is a sin, Jesus told people not to hurt, condemn or judge others. It is hypocritical and against Jesus's teachings to hurt or judge others even if you believe it to be a sin.

How can love between consenting adults be a sin anyway? Who is getting hurt?

When Christians argue about the institution of marriage being threatened I just have to wonder why they think their relationship is so fragile and insecure, that love & marriage between 2 consenting adults who are strangers could somehow threaten the bond they have with their partner. I think when people feel that threatened, there is something missing in their own relationship. Perhaps they themselves, or their spouse is really gay (but closeted, even to themselves), and they are threatened because they fear that if other people come out, they or their spouse will have permission to be who they truly are as well, and will leave the institution of straight marriage that they cling to.

3. Do you support Gay marriage? and Why?

Absolutely. Why wouldn't I?

Although I have to say that after gay marriage is legalized, we need to keep working on marriage equality because it's not fair that a single parent does not get the same tax breaks that married parents do.

It's also going to be interesting because in a few decades, (after gay marriage is legalized) society will have to look at polyamorous partnerships and somehow recognize them as well.

But going back to gay marriage. I can't even think of why I wouldn't support it. It's disgusting and discriminatory to not recognize the commitment between 2 consenting adults, solely based on gender.

4. How do you feel about the recent gay bullying and suicides? If you could say one thing to the bullies, what would it be?

Children, teens, and closeted adults will continue to commit suicide in America until American society sends a clear message that discrimination based on sexual orientation is unacceptable. Until marriage equality is won in the U.S., Americans will continue to feel entitled to express ambivalence or hatred towards homosexuals, and this, in turn, will continue to be internalized by the most vulnerable. Until there is education in schools and American society about gay rights, just as there is Black History Month and Martin Luther King Day, children will continue to bully, and teachers and school administrators will continue to be at a loss to manage the discrimination. What if a student called another student the N word and made other derogatory comments in reference to race? That would be taken very seriously by most school administrators. So why is it acceptable to call someone 'gay', 'fag', 'sissy' or 'dyke'? Why is it OK to pick on the boy who is a little more feminine or the girl who is tougher? Why don't the teachers or administrators feel confident handling these situations? We need Gay Rights Education in the schools. And we need Same Sex Marriage to pass in America (as it has in Canada, Germany, South Africa, Nepal, Sweden etc) so that same sex relationships are validated and accepted.

If I could say one thing to a bully it would be, "You need therapy. You are hurting and confused inside and there is hope for you. It can get better."

I was a bully at times as a kid. In fact when I was 12 years old I bullied a kid for being a lesbian. I myself was obviously a closeted lesbian. Plus I had a lot of anger issues because I was physically and sexually abused for years as a child. I was just a kid in a big mess, and I was spreading the ugliness that had been done to me, and my internalized homophobia, onto another. As a side note, I saw the girl who I bullied 7 years later, when we were both 19, at my first gay pride. We were both out, and I apologized profusely. She laughed and said, "Well you know what they say about those who are bullies.." (meaning that homophobes are often closeted homosexuals)

5. Do you believe homosexuality is a choice?

No, for the most part.

I believe in the Kinsey scale. I believe that everyone is born with a tendency towards a certain orientation but that there is some flexibility within it that can be partially influenced by experience and environment.

Since I am also out as a survivor of physical & sexual abuse, sometimes people ask me if I think being sexually abused influenced my orientation. It would be impossible to figure out the answer to that question but one thing is certain... I know many, many survivors of sexual abuse. Some are straight, some are bi and some are gay. There is no evidence, or even way to prove, that sexual abuse creates homosexuality. All I know is that I had a girlfriend when I was 4, who I played 'doctor' with, before most of my abuse happened. And at the same age I also had a boy I experimented with, but I realized, at that age, that I felt nothing for the boy, but was totally into the girl. So.. that's pretty young. And, my Dad is gay, (he came out after I did), so I definitely believe there is something genetic about it.

6. Could you give me a little bit of background info on yourself (age, stuff about your career, ect) that I can put into the visual presentation to introduce you before the video?

I'm 34 years old. I'm from Toronto (very gay positive city). I'm a singer/songwriter, actress & arts educator.

I am out professionally as a lesbian and a survivor and have done many magazine, TV & radio interviews discussing these issues. It is my passion to be a role model for young people who might be struggling because of any similar issues they might be facing. I am proud to speak the truth.

Athena's CDs

I've released 5 CDs and they are all available through my website, on iTunes, on CDBaby, or at a show. Each one is unique so check 'em out!

That's it folks!

Thanks for keeping in touch. I really hope to see you at a show soon!

Love,

Athena

Central Park photo taken by Jill Pomrantz, April 2011.

>> www.AthenaReich.com

LOVE IS LOVE won Best Outstanding Pop Song of the Year!

2009-12-15T20:23:00.008-05:00

Wow

What an incredible week.

Love is Love won Best Outstanding Pop Song of the 2009 at the Outmusic Awards.

My Love is Love video hit #1 in the charts on LOGO MTVN.

Auditions for dancers are this Saturday for my upcoming video so pass on the info.

Happy Holidays and read on for more juicy details!

xoxo

Athena

PS - Here's a pic of me right after winning, with my trophy!

>> Click here to connect to my new Facebook Fan Page which has interviews, full mp3s, pictures and more!

Athena Reich Music Video Dance Auditions this Saturday

Athena Reich Music Video Auditions. Winner of the 2009 Outmusic Award for Best Pop Song. Choreographed by Maria Colaco. Directed by Michael Lawrence. Publicist: SASi Public Relations.

Athena Reich's last video, LOVE IS LOVE, charted at #1 on LOGO MTV and is set for airplay on MUCH MUSIC (Canada) and numerous other networks.

SEEKING
Seeking all types strong in jazz and modern styles. Looking for a diverse cast. Must pass for high school age. Auditions start at 930. Sign in at 9am. Ripley Grier @ 520 8th ave in room 17D. Must be available for dates below. Food and copy provided. Pre-register at maria@mariacolaco.com.

**Must be fully available for the following dates and times**

AUDITIONS
Saturday Dec. 19th from 9am-11am. Sign up 9am. Auditions start 915am.

REHEARSALS
Saturday Jan 16th, 10am-1pm
Sunday Jan 17th, 1pm-4pm
Friday Jan 22nd, 6pm-9pm
Sunday Jan 24th, 1pm-4pm
Monday Jan 25th, 6pm-9pm

FILMING
Saturday January 30th, 7am-5pm

SPREAD THE WORD TO DANCERS YOU KNOW

>> Click here to watch Athena's last video, LOVE IS LOVE

Thank you to everyone who contributed to Love is Love and Little Girl Dreams

I am honored to thank Lorraine Ferro (co-writer of LOVE IS LOVE), Cynthia Daniels (producer of the album LITTLE GIRL DREAMS), George Lyter (director of the LOVE IS LOVE video), Stephen Schulman from SASi PR, Maggie Maes from Maude Kaplan, Glenn Firester (my drummer), and all my friends, family and fans for their love and support.

PS - Here is a picture of Lorraine and me accepting our award at the ceremony, to be broadcast on LOGO!

Recent Press

I got a bunch of press this week (radio interviews, paper & internet). Here are a couple selections:

"Athena Reich, who is an indie rock/pop chick and practically a lesbian household name, won the award for Outstanding Pop Song of The Year for "Love is Love" from her 5th CD, Little Girl Dreams..." About.com Click here to read full quote

"Love Is Love," the opening track to Athena Reich's "Little Girl Dreams" is an empowering GLBT anthem along the lines of Scott Free's "Free." Its message is clear and Reich belts it out emphatically. Empowerment appears to be the order of the day on the disc, from the title tune through "Bogey Man," the bluesy "Trouble," "What About Love," "Hey Little Girl" and a cover of Supertramp's "The Logical Song." Reich momentarily veers into Amanda Palmer territory on "Bones." Chicago Free Press

Thank you for voting for Love is Love

Thank you so much for making LOVE IS LOVE rise to #1 on LOGO MTVN! Keep voting if you have a sec.

If you vote 100 times, let me know and I'll mail you a free autographed CD.

>> Click here, scroll to bottom, choose LOVE IS LOVE and click submit

Gig at Piano's Friday January 29th @ 7pm in NYC

GIRLS ROCK THE NIGHT @ PIANO'S IN NYC
158 Ludlow Street, New York City • 212.505.3733

Friday, January 29th, 2010 | 7pm-10pm in NYC

FIRST GRTN of 2010!!!! It’s gonne be a big party!!! FREE ENTRY!! 21+ venue Featuring: Athena Reich (with Glenn Firester on drums!) - Jessica Labus - Kelsey Rauber - Kylie Edmond - Melissa Wrolstad - Tracy Thorne - & our lucky guy of the night...William Rottman

Amateur Video Contest

I am holding an amateur video contest. You don't have to have any experience at all. Most people can, in the least, win a free CD. The grand prize winner gets $100 and a chance to collaborate with me on a video. It could be as simple as a slideshow. Really. If you have never used an editing program - this is your chance to figure it out! Deadline is January 31st, 2010.

HOW TO ENTER

1. Choose one of my songs. Email me at info@athenareich.com & I will email you the mp3 of your choice.

2. Create a video to that song. It can be a slideshow, an animation, claymation, a simple video... you could use pictures from my website, or pictures of your family.. you could make it abstract, political, sentimental... anything goes.

3. Be sure to credit me for the song (and my website) somewhere in the video.

4. Post the video on YouTube. If you get 75 of your friends to watch it, I will mail you a free CD of your choice! (Yes, you could cheat and watch it 75 times yourself, but who would cheat an Indie Artist? So I am using the trust method)

5. The grand prize winning video gets at least 200 views on YouTube and will be selected based on originality, artistry, and content.

That's it! See how easy it is to win at least a free CD!? Go for it!! Let me know if you have any questions! Email me your song choice!

Watch the video I made (below), to the tune of LITTLE GIRL DREAMS. It's a tribute to all those who helped in the making of the album. It was really easy and the first video I made.

SPREAD THE WORD!

>> Click here to connect to my new Facebook Fan Page which has updates about the contest

That's it Folks!

Wow. I thought this was going to be a quick little mailer but that failed miserably :)

Happy Holidays lovelies..

xoxo

Athena

>> www.AthenaReich.com

2009-12-15T20:23:00.001-05:00

Athena's Monthly Mailer

IN THIS ISSUE:

Wow
Athena Reich Music Video Dance Auditions this Saturday
Thank you to everyone who contributed to Love is Love and Little Girl Dreams
Recent Press
Thank you for voting for Love is Love
Gig at Piano's Friday January 29th @ 7pm in NYC
Amateur Video Contest
That's it Folks!

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2009-12-14T22:31:00.001-05:00

Hey! Wow!! About.com says I'm 'practically a lesbian household name!'

2009-12-14T17:27:00.001-05:00

Off to a party at MNMP. Yeah for holiday parties! But boy am I tired. Mmm.. Just ate a truffle.

2009-12-14T01:52:00.001-05:00

I'm way too excited to sleep. Songs are composing themselves in my head, I'm so happy my cat is healthy, I'm so happy I won Best Outstanding Pop Song of 2009!!

An Open Letter to the President from Michael Moore

2009-11-30T12:57:00.001-05:00

An Open Letter to President Obama from Michael Moore

Monday, November 30th, 2009

Dear President Obama,

Do you really want to be the new "war president"? If you go to West Point tomorrow night (Tuesday, 8pm) and announce that you are increasing, rather than withdrawing, the troops in Afghanistan, you are the new war president. Pure and simple. And with that you will do the worst possible thing you could do -- destroy the hopes and dreams so many millions have placed in you. With just one speech tomorrow night you will turn a multitude of young people who were the backbone of your campaign into disillusioned cynics. You will teach them what they've always heard is true -- that all politicians are alike. I simply can't believe you're about to do what they say you are going to do. Please say it isn't so.

It is not your job to do what the generals tell you to do. We are a civilian-run government. WE tell the Joint Chiefs what to do, not the other way around. That's the way General Washington insisted it must be. That's what President Truman told General MacArthur when MacArthur wanted to invade China. "You're fired!," said Truman, and that was that. And you should have fired Gen. McChrystal when he went to the press to preempt you, telling the press what YOU had to do. Let me be blunt: We love our kids in the armed services, but we f*#&in' hate these generals, from Westmoreland in Vietnam to, yes, even Colin Powell for lying to the UN with his made-up drawings of WMD (he has since sought redemption).

So now you feel backed into a corner. 30 years ago this past Thursday (Thanksgiving) the Soviet generals had a cool idea -- "Let's invade Afghanistan!" Well, that turned out to be the final nail in the USSR coffin.

There's a reason they don't call Afghanistan the "Garden State" (though they probably should, seeing how the corrupt President Karzai, whom we back, has his brother in the heroin trade raising poppies). Afghanistan's nickname is the "Graveyard of Empires." If you don't believe it, give the British a call. I'd have you call Genghis Khan but I lost his number. I do have Gorbachev's number though. It's + 41 22 789 1662. I'm sure he could give you an earful about the historic blunder you're about to commit.

With our economic collapse still in full swing and our precious young men and women being sacrificed on the altar of arrogance and greed, the breakdown of this great civilization we call America will head, full throttle, into oblivion if you become the "war president." Empires never think the end is near, until the end is here. Empires think that more evil will force the heathens to toe the line -- and yet it never works. The heathens usually tear them to shreds.

Choose carefully, President Obama. You of all people know that it doesn't have to be this way. You still have a few hours to listen to your heart, and your own clear thinking. You know that nothing good can come from sending more troops halfway around the world to a place neither you nor they understand, to achieve an objective that neither you nor they understand, in a country that does not want us there. You can feel it in your bones.

I know you know that there are LESS than a hundred al-Qaeda left in Afghanistan! A hundred thousand troops trying to crush a hundred guys living in caves? Are you serious? Have you drunk Bush's Kool-Aid? I refuse to believe it.

Your potential decision to expand the war (while saying that you're doing it so you can "end the war") will do more to set your legacy in stone than any of the great things you've said and done in your first year. One more throwing a bone from you to the Republicans and the coalition of the hopeful and the hopeless may be gone -- and this nation will be back in the hands of the haters quicker than you can shout "tea bag!"

Choose carefully, Mr. President. Your corporate backers are going to abandon you as soon as it is clear you are a one-term president and that the nation will be safely back in the hands of the usual idiots who do their bidding. That could be Wednesday morning.

We the people still love you. We the people still have a sliver of hope. But we the people can't take it anymore. We can't take your caving in, over and over, when we elected you by a big, wide margin of millions to get in there and get the job done. What part of "landslide victory" don't you understand?

Don't be deceived into thinking that sending a few more troops into Afghanistan will make a difference, or earn you the respect of the haters. They will not stop until this country is torn asunder and every last dollar is extracted from the poor and soon-to-be poor. You could send a million troops over there and the crazy Right still wouldn't be happy. You would still be the victim of their incessant venom on hate radio and television because no matter what you do, you can't change the one thing about yourself that sends them over the edge.

The haters were not the ones who elected you, and they can't be won over by abandoning the rest of us.

President Obama, it's time to come home. Ask your neighbors in Chicago and the parents of the young men and women doing the fighting and dying if they want more billions and more troops sent to Afghanistan. Do you think they will say, "No, we don't need health care, we don't need jobs, we don't need homes. You go on ahead, Mr. President, and send our wealth and our sons and daughters overseas, 'cause we don't need them, either."

What would Martin Luther King, Jr. do? What would your grandmother do? Not send more poor people to kill other poor people who pose no threat to them, that's what they'd do. Not spend billions and trillions to wage war while American children are sleeping on the streets and standing in bread lines.

All of us that voted and prayed for you and cried the night of your victory have endured an Orwellian hell of eight years of crimes committed in our name: torture, rendition, suspension of the bill of rights, invading nations who had not attacked us, blowing up neighborhoods that Saddam "might" be in (but never was), slaughtering wedding parties in Afghanistan. We watched as hundreds of thousands of Iraqi civilians were slaughtered and tens of thousands of our brave young men and women were killed, maimed, or endured mental anguish -- the full terror of which we scarcely know.

When we elected you we didn't expect miracles. We didn't even expect much change. But we expected some. We thought you would stop the madness. Stop the killing. Stop the insane idea that men with guns can reorganize a nation that doesn't even function as a nation and never, ever has.

Stop, stop, stop! For the sake of the lives of young Americans and Afghan civilians, stop. For the sake of your presidency, hope, and the future of our nation, stop. For God's sake, stop.

Tonight we still have hope.

Tomorrow, we shall see. The ball is in your court. You DON'T have to do this. You can be a profile in courage. You can be your mother's son.

We're counting on you.

Yours,
Michael Moore
MMFlint@aol.com
MichaelMoore.com

P.S. There's still time to have your voice heard. Call the White House at 202-456-1111 or email the President .

LOVE IS LOVE on TV! Free CDs, gigs & voting

2009-10-28T15:50:00.004-04:00

Hi Everyone!

Yeah!!!

All your votes worked!!

LOVE IS LOVE debuted at number 5 in the top 10 last week on LOGO TV. (Yes, that's real TV!) Click here to see it listed in the Top 10 on LOGO!

It has the chance to keep competing for the next 5 weeks so please keep voting!

If you vote 100 times I will give you a FREE CD! Already Jennifer from Center Moriches, NY won a free CD and is working towards her 2nd! And others have informed me they are working up towards their first 100 votes to get that CD.

Also, only 2 more gigs until 2010, so hope to see you there!

xooxoxxoxo

Athena

>> Click here to friend me on Facebook

How to keep LOVE IS LOVE in Top 10 on LOGO TV

Wow! LOVE IS LOVE debuted at number 5 in the top 10 on MTV'S LOGO TV! We have 5 more weeks of voting to keep it airing. If you vote 100 times, let me know and I will mail you a free autographed CD of your choice!

It's really easy. Here's how:

1. Click this link: http://www.logoonline.com/shows/dyn/the_click_list/video_voting.jhtml

2. Scroll to bottom, choose LOVE IS LOVE, fill in your email or don't fill in your email. Either way, your vote is counted. Hit Submit.

3. Repeat as often as you like.

4. Tell your friends to do it.

5. Tell me that you did it so I can grow confident that LOVE IS LOVE will get played on MTV's LOGO TV!

THANK YOU!! This is so exciting and can really help leap my career to new opportunities. THANK YOU!!!!

Only 2 more gigs until 2010!

I am creating the next video and busy promoting the album & video so only 2 more shows until 2010. So if you are free, come and be merry with Athena & the Dustbunnies!

"Rockin' for Farm Animals 2" at Kenny's Castaways in NYC
Thursday, October 29th, 2009 | 7pm-9pm
157 Bleecker St * (212) 979-9762
Sharing the stage with Jenn London & more!
Join us for another rendition of Rockin’ Out for Farm Animals, Farm Sanctuary’s famous awareness-raising concerts. This Halloween-themed show will include performances by Debra from Devi, HERE and Athena Reich (with Glenn Firester on drums & chromatic harmonica) and will be hosted by National Advocacy Organizer Jasmin Singer and New York Advocacy Organizer David Benzaquen. The show will begin at 7 p.m. sharp. $10 admission, 21+.
http://www.kennyscastaways.net/

International Pop Festival @ Kenny's Castaways in NYC
Sunday, November 8th, 2009 | 8:30pm sharp
157 Bleecker St. * 212 979-9762
with Glenn Firester on drums & harmonica * $10
Come early to support the other bands!! We will be there! It's an honor to play this international festival!
http://www.internationalpopoverthrow.com/

That's It!

The main thing is THANK YOU for voting and please keep it up!

And THANK YOU to George Lyter, director of LOVE IS LOVE (who did such an incredible job), Loris Diran & Orangia for donating outfits, Ruth Fernandez for make-up, Brian Jones, Terri & family for letting us film in their backyard, Francis Legge, Patrick Brady, Continuum Cycles (for lending us the tandem bike) SASi PR for promo and to all the people who went into the making and promotion of this video! And huge thanks to Lorraine Ferro, the co-writer (and back-up singer) of LOVE IS LOVE.

Please keep voting and see you soon!

xoxoxo

Athena

PS - Click here to watch the LOVE IS LOVE video!

>> www.AthenaReich.com

Email from a guy I met in Seattle

2009-10-28T13:34:00.003-04:00

I just thought this was so funny and he said it was cool to post on my blog. It's classic of the kinds of dialogues I have while on tour.. or anytime really.. cause so much is happening that I can't remember the simplest of things like.. well... see below...

Hi Athena,

The last time you came to Seattle, you drove down from Canada and only stopped when you came to a Seattle neighborhood called Ballard. You were scheduled to play at Mr. Spot's Chia House, where a guy who'd never heard of you before offered to help carry in your stuff. That was me. While we got the things from your car, we had an exchange that went something like this:

"You're lucky to find parking this close."
"I'm Athena, by the way. What did you say your name was?"
"Dave. Do you have a lot to carry?"
"No, I don't think so. Just a keyboard and some other things. It shouldn't be too much. Oh, my name's Athena. What was your name?"
"Dave. Had any sleep lately?"
"Oh yeah. I've been on the road since this morning. I did it all in one shot, straight down here with no stops. But it doesn't look like there's very many people showing up so far. I'm Athena, by the way. What was you're name?"
"Dave. You sure you're up for this?"

I didn't really get your story, even after you sang Love Is Love. And later, when you mentioned some venue you'd played at that was gay friendly, I still hadn't really put two and two together. But I finally watched your video, Love Is Love, and now I'm all straightened out about that. I'm slow that way.

Cute video. Really cute girl, too. Is that your significant other, or did you get to pick through portfolio shots for just the right girl?  ;-) 

Dave from Seattle

Official Love is Love Video!

2009-10-20T22:32:00.004-04:00

Vote LOVE IS LOVE on MTV's LOGO, Much Music, Gigs

2009-10-20T22:23:00.004-04:00

Hi Everyone!

Hiya,

It has been such a fabulous month, with the success of the LOVE IS LOVE video and the LITTLE GIRL DREAMS CD release party.

In order for LOVE IS LOVE to get aired on TV, I need your vote. I hate asking for votes. I know it's sort of annoying. But this one is a quick vote and it's SUPER important because this is my first chance to have LOVE IS LOVE premiered on real TV (MTV's LOGO TV, that is!)

The CD release couldn't have been sweeter and I've got gigs coming up so read on!

xoxox

Athena

P.S - Click here to see pictures from the CD release party.

I need your vote to get on MTV's LOGO TV

In order to get LOVE IS LOVE played on LOGO TV, I need your vote. You can vote numerous times, you can vote every day, you can vote once. I need tons and tons of votes, pretty steadily, over the next few weeks.

I rarely ask for votes. But this is a super important one because if I get my video played on MTV's LOGO TV it could be a real launching pad for my career as it helps legitimize the video & album for future TV & media appearances.

So please, vote for LOVE IS LOVE.

It's really easy. Here's how:

1. Click this link: http://www.logoonline.com/shows/dyn/the_click_list/video_voting.jhtml

2. Scroll to bottom, choose LOVE IS LOVE, fill in your email or don't fill in your email. Either way, your vote is counted. Hit Submit.

3. Repeat as often as you like.

4. Tell your friends to do it.

5. Tell me that you did it so I can grow confident that LOVE IS LOVE will get played on MTV's LOGO TV!

THANK YOU!! xoxoxo

P.S - If you vote 100 times, I will mail you a free autographed CD!

Upcoming Shows

GIRLS ROCK THE NIGHT @ Lantern Restaurant in Mahopac, NY
Saturday, October 17th, 2009 | 8pm-10pm
with Kylie Edmond & Robert Daniels
728 Route 6 in Mahopac, NY 10541-1689 * (845) 628-7302
http://www.thelanternmahopac.com/

Scarlet Fever Presents NIGHTMARE AT THE BLVD! (contemporary dance) in NYC
Sunday, October 25th, 2009 | 7:00pm Showcase - Doors 6pm
The Boulevard (199 Bowery at Spring Street)
Performing during this amazing hot new young choreographer's show. Don't miss this absolutely fantastic event! Doing a 20 min set in between amazing contempary dance.
Buy Tickets: $12.00 pre-sale and online / $15.00 at the door

http://www.scarletfeverco.myevent.com/

"Rockin' for Farm Animals 2" at Kenny's Castaways in NYC
Thursday, October 29th, 2009 | 7pm-9pm
157 Bleecker St * (212) 979-9762
with Glenn Firester on drums & chromatic harmonica. Sharing the stage with Jenn London & more!
http://www.kennyscastaways.net/

International Pop Festival @ Kenny's Castaways in NYC
Sunday, November 8th, 2009 | 8:30pm sharp
157 Bleecker St. * 212 979-9762
with Glenn Firester on drums & harmonica * $10
http://www.internationalpopoverthrow.com/

>> For more info on Athena's Upcoming Gigs, click here

That's it Folks!

Please vote and thank you for coming to the shows and see you all soon!

If you want to see pictures from my tours, become my friend on facebook.

Thank you and stay warm and well rested!

Love,

Athena

>> Click here to add me as a friend of Facebook

Last show in NY before West Coast, Interviews, & LA

2009-08-08T14:12:00.004-04:00

Hi Everyone!

Hey Everyone!

I'm packing my things and getting ready for my West Coast tour. I've got one last show in NYC tonight, at DON'T TELL MAMA'S, with CHICKS ROCK THE NIGHT, before I fly off to the coast.

I've done a couple of in-depth radio interviews (for CBS & "Artist's Exposed) and I've uploaded lots of photos from LA on my facebook profile. LA was fabulous and wonderful connections were made for the LIVING IN CAPTIVITY TV pilot. Yeah! More news as it unfolds...

We've got the trailer for the LOVE IS LOVE video up online and the full version will be released very soon!

Tell all your West Coast friends about my tour and see you at a show!!

xoxox

Athena

PS - This photo is from the Red Carpet at the ITV Fest in LA last weekend. The outfit is courtesy of Orangia.

>> Friend me on facebook. I'm addicted to it! Always uploading photos!

Check out the CBS interview with Barry Z!

It was such a pleasure to appear on the Barry Z show. He is such a sweetheart! I played "Trouble" live and talked about a bunch of crazy things!

>> Click here to watch CBS's Barry Z radio show. Click on Aug 4th

West Coast & East Coast Tour!

Girls Rock the Night @ Don't Tell Mama's in NYC
Saturday, August 8th, 2009 | 9pm-11pm
343 West 46th St, New York, New York 10036 @ New York, NY, USA
Girls Rock The Night (& one very lucky guy...) is going to BROADWAY!!! Yes.....jazz hands. This is going to be a fantastic show with the excitement of broadway....rocked up and sassy. Featuring Kylee Edmund & Danielle Tersini & Galia Arad & Robert Danie & I will be performing with Glenn Firester on drums & chromatic harmonica! Cost: $10 http://www.myspace.com/girlsrockthenight
Click here to purchase tickets

Beginning's Workshop
Tuesday, August 11th, 2009 to Tuesday, August 18th, 2009 in Catskill, NY
Teaching a professional acting & singing workshop to young performers
http://www.beginningsworkshop.com/

Egyptian Club in Portland, OR
Wednesday, August 19th, 2009 | 8pm
3701 SE Division St. in Portland, OR 97202
Awesome night of women & music with Annie Vergnetti!
Cover: Donations appreciated
http://www.eroompdx.com/

La Familia Gallery in Seattle, WA
Thursday, August 20th, 2009 | Time TBA
117 Prefontaine Place South - Seattle, WA 98104
Performing at this awesome art gallery. $5. More details TBA!
http://www.lafamiliallc.com/

Laughing Ladies Cafe in Seattle, WA
Friday, August 21st, 2009 | 7:30pm - $5
3916 148th St. SE, Suite 200 @ Mill Creek, WA 98012
SIRENS WILD RIDE: a night of women & music with Eva Moon, Paula Maya & Athena Reich!
http://laughingladiescafe.com/

Women in the Woods @ Breitenbush Hot Springs in OR
Saturday, August 22nd, 2009 | Time TBA
East of Salem, OR
Performing as part of Women in the Woods @ Breitenbush Hot Springs. Wonderful. www.breitenbush.com & www.womeninthewoods.com

Southtown Street Party @ Intaba's Restaurant in Corvallis, OR
Sunday, August 23rd, 2009 | 7pm
1115 SE Third, Corvallis, OR
Athena headlines a whole day of women's music at the Southtown Street Party to benefit CARDV (Center Against Rape and Domestic Violence). A woman's chorus will join Athena for a couple of songs, there will be a food theme, and an incredible line-up of women's music!! Don't miss this event! Even if you are nearby, it will be worth the drive to be part of the festivities! Produced by Fireworks Restaurant.
http://www.southtownstreetparty.com

Chicks with Pics @ the Railway Club in Vancouver, BC
Sunday, August 30th, 2009 | TBA
579 Dunsmuir Street on the corner at Seymour
Awesome line-up of women performers. $10 cover. More info TBA!!
http://www.therailwayclub.com/

Chai House in Ballard (Seattle), WA
Monday, August 31st, 2009 | 8pm-10pm
5463 Leary Ave NW
So psyched to be performing at this well known music hotspot! No cover - donations appreciated.
http://www.chaihouse.com/

College Street Cafe w/ Jenn Friedman in Clinton, NY
Wednesday, September 9th, 2009 | 8pm
34 College Street @ Clinton, NY
with Jenn Friedman! All ages
http://www.collegestreetcafe.com/

Fianchetto Restaurant w/ Jenn Friedman in Utica, NY
Thursday, September 10th, 2009 | 830pm - 2am
600 Varick Street in Utica, NY
Performing at this lovely bar/restaurant in Utica with the amazing Jenn Friedman! No cover. Come and enjoy. We are each doing three 45 minute sets so it's gonna be a great long night of music.
http://www.heidelbergbakingco.com/

Utical Music Festival @ Stiefvator n Utica, NY
Friday, September 11th, 2009 | 10pm-1045pm
Stiefvater Room (21+) @ 618 Varick St
Honored to be performing at the Utica Music Fest!
http://www.heidelbergbakingco.com/

Girls Rock the Night @ The Underscore in NYC
Thursday, September 24th, 2009 | 8pm-10pm
1733 1st Avenue (Between 89th & 90th street) in New York, NY
Girls Rock the Night with Kylie Edmond & more!
$10 http://www.theunderscore.com/

GoGirls Fest NYC @ Otto's Shrunken Head in NYC
Saturday, November 14th, 2009 | 7pm-1am
538 East 14th St. in New York, NY
GoGirls Music Fest with RewStar & more. More info TBA! $5
http://www.ottosshrunkenhead.com/

>> For more info on shows, click here

Check out the trailer of LOVE IS LOVE

A little sneak peak of what's to come, made by the wonderfully talented producer George Lyter...

PS - This is a still from the LOVE IS LOVE shoot

>> Click here to watch the LOVE IS LOVE trailer

Listen to the interview on Artists Exposed

Listen to the in-depth interview with Tym Moss on Artists Exposed. Very in-depth & intimate.

PS - This is a pix I took on Santa Monica beach in LA, while there on tour last weekend.

>> Click here to go to my website, then click "download", then click "more" and you will see it.

Enjoy the summer and see ya soon!

xoxoxo

Athena

PS - To the right is a pix of me and Jane Lynch (who playedJoyce Wischnia (the butch lesbian lawyer) on the L Word. We met at the Opening Gala at ITV Fest in LA. So much fun!

Below is a picture I took of the sunset on Santa Monica beach in LA

www.AthenaReich.com

New York & West Coast Tour, LOVE IS LOVE, Fashion & more!

2009-07-24T19:44:00.003-04:00

We just wrapped the shooting of the LOVE IS LOVE video and are now in post production. It was such crazy fun making the video! It will be released in early/mid August - I will let you know!

I've got a big gig this Sunday in NYC @ Googie's above the Living Room @ 730pm so tell all your friends! Afterwards, we will all go eat cake together :)

I have had a whirlwind of fun these past couple of weeks, including wearing dresses that costs THOUSANDS of dollars EACH for the video shoot, courtesy of Loris Diran & Orangia.

Click here to watch the fun short video made at the Loris Diran fitting.

I head to LA this Thursday to do a bunch of shows, including performing at the Red Carpet Event at the ITV Festival, where they are screening Living in Captivity (the TV show I wrote the theme song for).

If you have friends in LA or the West Coast, send them out to my gigs! Hope you are enjoying the weather, and hope we can hang soon to eat cake!!

xoxoxo

Athena

PS - This photo is a still from the LOVE IS LOVE video

>> www.AthenaReich.com

New York & West Coast Shows. More Shows booked!

Googie's Lounge above The Living Room in NYC
Sunday, July 26th, 2009 | 7:30pm SHARP
154 Ludlow (btwn Stanton & Rivington) NYC 10002
Athena & the Dustbunnies perform a full set at one of NYC's awesom-est singer/songwriter venues. Athena on vocals, piano & ukulele, Glenn Firester on drums & chromatic harmonica & Carey Urban on back-up vocals! I will be playing guitar, ukulele, piano - old songs like the Ballad of Chicken Shower & brand spankin' new songs as well! 1 drink minimum but no cover (and yes, you can buy a $3 soda :) * Tips for musicians appreciated ($5 suggested donation) * Please buy all drinks from waitress upstairs
http://www.livingroomny.com/googies

Performing at the Opening Gala of the ITV Festival in Los Angeles, CA
Thursday, July 30th, 2009
Laemmle's Sunset 5 @ 8000 Sunset Blvd.
West Hollywood, 90046
This is now confirmed, I am doing a 30 minute set, and I am wearing an outfit made by Orangia!!
http://itvfest.org

Indiegrrl Night @ Cafe Muse in Los Angeles, CA
Friday, July 31st, 2009 | 9:30pm
6547 Santa Monica Blvd @ Hollywood, CA 90038
Amazing night of women & music with Amy Clarke, myself Amy Clarke
amanda abizaid, Genevieve, julie chadwick, lisa turner, melinda ortner &
michael ann azoulai! If you want to perform, come show up and we might be able to fit you in. We are doing a round robin of music. There will be a keyboard there.
http://www.cafemusela.com/
http://gaiagrove.org/

Screening of Living in Captivity @ the 4th Annual Independent TV Festival in LA
Saturday, August 1st, 2009 | 5pm
Laemmle's Sunset 5 @ 8000 Sunset Blvd.
West Hollywood, 90046
The screening of LIVING IN CAPTIVITY, the TV pilot I wrote the theme song for (animated by Emily Hubley, who did the animation for Hedwig & the Angry Inch). I will be attending this screening
http://itvfest.org

Universal Bar & Grill in Los Angeles, CA
Saturday, August 1st, 2009 | 8pm
4093 Lankershim Blvd • North Hollywood CA 91602
I've played this venue in LA before. It's awesome! Performing with the writer Karen Moulding who will be doing readings intermixed with my music! She is so talented!
http://universalbarla.com/

Screening Of Living In Captivity @ The 4th Annual Independent TV Festival in LA
Sunday, August 2nd, 2009 | 3:30pm
Laemmle's Sunset 5 @ 8000 Sunset Blvd.
West Hollywood, 90046
The screening of LIVING IN CAPTIVITY, the TV pilot I wrote the theme song for (animated by Emily Hubley, who did the animation for Hedwig & the Angry Inch). I will be attending this screening!
http://itvfest.org

Egyptian Club in Portland, OR
Wednesday, August 19th, 2009 | 8pm
3701 SE Division St. in Portland, OR 97202
Awesome night of women & music with Annie Vergnetti & possibly more!
Cover: Donations appreciated
http://www.eroompdx.com/

Laughing Ladies Cafe in Seattle, WA
Friday, August 21st, 2009 | 7:30pm - $5
3916 148th St. SE, Suite 200 @ Mill Creek, WA 98012
http://laughingladiescafe.com/

Chicks with Pics @ the Railway Club in Vancouver, BC
Sunday, August 30th, 2009 | TBA
579 Dunsmuir Street on the corner at Seymour
Awesome line-up of women performers. More info TBA!!
http://www.therailwayclub.com/

Chai House in Ballard (Seattle), WA
Monday, August 31st, 2009 | 8pm-10pm
5463 Leary Ave NW
So psyched to be performing at this well known music hotspot! No cover - donations appreciated.
http://www.chaihouse.com/

>> For complete gig listings, click here

Watch the Video made at the Loris Diran fitting!

I felt like a princess, trying on these thousands of dollars worth of gorgeous dresses from Loris Diran! George Lyter (award winning filmmaker who's making the LOVE IS LOVE video), threw together a little 'behind the making of the video' video about the fitting. Watch it! It's fun!

>> Click here to watch the short video from the fitting at Loris Diran

I am wearing Orangia at the Red Carpet event this Thursday!

I am so honored to be wearing an outfit donated by Orangia for the Red Carpet Opening Gala at the Independent Television Festival in LA. Check out her website! Her clothes are so creative and amazing!

PS - This is the outfit I'm wearing from Orangia.

>> Orangia Website

That's it Folks!

See you at a show!

xoxox

Athena

News, Video Contest, Internation Tours & More!

2009-06-21T08:01:00.001-04:00

Hi Everyone!

It sure is wet here in NYC. Wet leaves, wet sidewalks, wet skies, wet air. You'd think we were on the West Coast or something....

Actually -- speaking of the West Coast -- I am finally planning a tour out West again! Also, I am holding an Amateur Video contest, have lots of gigs coming up (including singing the Canadian National Anthem in Saint John, NB on Canada Day), I'm learning the ukulele and more -- so read on!

See you soon!

Love,

Athena

P.S. - yes, these are pictures of me as a little girl...

>> Check out my new My Space page!! Totally new design & pics!

Amateur Video Contest! Easy to win!

HOW TO ENTER

1. Choose one of my songs. Email me at info@athenareich.com & I will email you the mp3 of your choice.

2. Create a video to that song. It can be a slideshow, an animation, claymation, a simple video... you could use pictures from my website, or pictures of your family.. you could make it abstract, political, sentimental... anything goes.

3. Be sure to credit me for the song (and my website) somewhere in the video.

4. Post the video on YouTube. If you get 75 of your friends to watch it, I will mail you a free CD of your choice! (Yes, you could cheat and watch it 75 times yourself, but who would cheat an Indie Artist? So I am using the trust method)

5. The grand prize winning video gets at least 200 views on YouTube and will be selected based on originality, artistry, and content.

That's it! See how easy it is to win at least a free CD!? Go for it!! Let me know if you have any questions! Email me your song choice!

Click on the image below to watch the slideshow video I made, to the tune of LITTLE GIRL DREAMS. It's a tribute to all those who helped in the making of the album.

Upcoming Shows in the NYC area!!

SUNDAY JUNE 21 @ 1PM & 2PM

Athena & the Dustbunnies have 2 performances as part of the Make Music NY Festival. Both shows are all ages!

1. La Perla Community Garden @ 1pm-2pm @ 105th Street between Columbus & Manhattan Ave. If it rains, we will be performing in the Bike Shop on 106th Street between Columbus & Amsterdam (closer to Columbus)

2. West 104th Street Garden @ 2pm-3pm @ 104th Street between Central Park West & Manhattan Ave. If it is lightly raining the event will continue. If it is pouring, the event will be canceled.

Athena & the Dustbunnies is currently Athena on piano & ukulele & Glenn Firester on drums & chromatic harmonica

SATURDAY JULY 18 @ 6PM

Babylon, NY (Long Island). Intimate House Concert & Pool Party. Invite only. To request invite, send an email to info@athenareich.com.

Yes - I now play the Ukulele as well :) That's me performing last week at a Gay Marriage Rally in Brooklyn.

>> For complete gig listings, click here

West Coast Tour!

I am currently booking a West Coast tour from Aug. 17th to Aug. 31st. I want to play Oregon, Washington, Vancouver Islands, Vancouver etc. If you live in this area and would like to host a house concern, share a gig with me, give me an idea for a venue/person/press to contact, please email me by replying to this mailer.

So far, I am booked to play:

SOUTHTOWN STREET PARTY @ FIREWORKS RESTAURANT
SUNDAY, AUGUST 23RD. (TIME TBA) CORVALLIS, OR

Athena headlines a whole day of women's music at the Southtown Street Party to benefit CARDV (Center Against Rape and Domestic Violence). There will be an incredible line-up of women's music! Don't miss this event! Even if you are in a nearby town, it will be worth the drive to be part of the festivities! Produced by Fireworks Restaurant.@ 1115 SE Third in South Corvallis. Time TBA

I also have tentative bookings in Seattle, Vancouver & Duncan, BC at the moment. Help make this tour happen! Say hello, connect with me, give me suggestions, help put up posters, tell your friends etc. Looking forward to hitting the road again!

>> To stay up to date with Athena's Tour Schedule, click here

Oh Canada!

I am so excited and honored to have been asked to sing the Canadian National Anthem in Saint John, New Brunswick on July 1st @ the Canada Day Opening Celebrations. I will also be performing my original songs, after the anthem. I am going to flex my french muscles and sing the bilingual version, of course. ;)

If you live in the area, come and we shall celebrate together! It's at 12pm-ish - after the People's Parade @ The Atrium @ 1 Market Square, downtown. See you there!!

>> Click here for info on the Canada Day Celebration in St. John, NB

Gay Marriage in New York State

Right now, big decisions are being made in Albany, NY about Gay Marriage. Please take a moment to write your senator. Below is a letter you can easily copy. You can find the address to your local senator here. Or, it also lists the number, and you can simply call them. Please forward this to anyone you know who might be interested. This is such an important issue to me. It will help protect the children of gay families, as well as the inheritance, hospital visit, marriage etc. rights of gay partners.

Dear [Senator/Assemblymember Last Name]:
I am a constituent in [city, town or village] in [name of county] County. I am writing to ask for your support of legislation allowing same sex couples to marry. I hope that you will become a co-sponsor of this legislation, advocate with your colleagues to do the same, and approach the legislative leader in your chamber to bring this important issue to a vote.
Marriage bestows 1,138 federal and over 500 New York rights and responsibilities to couples entering into it. These literally life-and-death protections are denied to same-sex couples and their children because they are denied the opportunity to marry. The state protections or marriage include medical decision making authority, inheritance rights, immunity from having to testify against a spouse in court, access to Family Court for orders of protection from domestic violence, divorce and the ability to adopt children as a couple. Many of these protections can only be achieved through marriage and not by any legal document a couple may try to create to protect themselves.
[Insert a personal story or example of why marriage equality is important to you. For example, you might start with something like, "I am afraid that in a time of crisis my family will not be cared for and supported the way other families are," and then give a specific example of how your family is left vulnerable without marriage.]
I urge you as my elected representative to support marriage equality so that all loving New York families can be protected equally by their government. I will be watching throughout the year to see how you vote and advocate on this issue that means so much to me and my family.
Sincerely,[Your Signature]
[Your Name printed]
[Your Home address]
[Your Phone]

>> For a wonderful explanation of the issues regarding Gay Marriage, please click here.

Beautiful Furnished Condo for rent in NYC beginning July 18th

Newly renovated, luxury, fully furnished apartment for rent at 107th St and Central Park West. For rent by owner. No broker fee. Looking for someone interested in renting it beginning July 18th.

PRICE REDUCTION - NORMALLY RENTS FOR $3500 A MONTH. NOW:
Daily rate - $120
Weekly rate - $ 800
1 - 2 Monthly rate - $3000
3 - 5 Monthly rate - $2900
6 or more - $2800

>> Click here for more info & pictures on the apartment

Food Network - $12 Challenge

Some of you have been asking to watch the $12 Challenge Food Network Reality Show that I'm in. If you haven't yet, check it out by clicking the link below. (It only works on computers in the U.S. right now as it's not released in Canada yet). Leave a comment! :)

>> Click here to watch Athena on the Food Network

Friend me on Facebook, Twitter, YouTube etc.

FACEBOOK: I upload tons of pictures, videos, etc. I love facebook! Click here to "friend" me on facebook.

YOUTUBE: Sometimes I get obsessed and upload a bunch of new videos all at once. Subscribe to my videos on YouTube!

TWITTER: It sort of pales in comparison, in my opinion, to facebook, but "follow" me on Twitter, and I'll follow you, and maybe it will become exciting. Click here for my Twitter page.

MYSPACE: Don't forget MySpace. If you love MySpace still, I created a whole new look on my Myspace Page, complete with pictures of myself as a little girl. Click here to add me as a friend on MySpace.

....Gosh.. the internet has gotten so complicated.. Hasn't it? It's like a race.. Which social networking site will triumph in the end?

That's it Folks!

Phew! I don't know how this mailer got so long. It's been a fun one! See you out there folks! I'm looking forward to the video contest & the tours!

xoxoxox

Athena

New Tribute Video to the Making of Little Girl Dreams!

2009-05-29T23:12:00.001-04:00

This video is a tribute to all the people who helped make my 5th album, LITTLE GIRL DREAMS, a reality. Listen to more Athena music at http://itunes.com/athenareich or http://www.cdbaby.com/athenareich5 or http://www.AthenaReich.com. Thank you to everyone! This song, "Little Girl Dreams", is written by Athena Reich and produced by Cynthia Daniels.

THANK YOU TO:
Cynthia Daniels (producer, engineer, electronic drums & synths)
Lorraine Ferro (songwriting/vocal coach & co-writer for LOVE IS LOVE & MR. FLY, and select back-ground vocals)
Greg Pliska (string arrangements for Bones & Great Divide)
John Grew & Ariosto Arato (assistant engineers)
Alan Silverman (mastering)
Christopher North (stand-up bass & harmonica)
Johnny Blood (guitars)
Warren Odze (acoustic drums)
Pete Levin (organ)
Hiroko Taguchi (violin)
Una Tone (violin)
Marya Columbia (viola)
Mary Woote (violin)
Denise Grant (photography)
Aaron Reynods (piano photos)
Sergio Sandino (graphic design)

AND ALSO THANKS TO: mom & don for endless support, lorraine ferro for explosive inspiration, neil semer for the waves, maggie maes for hooray!, cynthia daniels for the moon, my therapist for the sky, my fans for the their wings, my friends for the stars, and most importantly, annica...for everyday support, love and care of my heart.

Awesome Show @ Googie's!

2009-05-25T20:03:00.009-04:00

Above are pictures of me, Glenn Firester on drums & chromatic harmonica & Annica Schroeder on vocals.

I had such a great time performing at Googie's above the Living Room the other night. Thank you to all who came out. You gave us such wonderful energy!

Athena on the Food Network!

2009-05-24T09:08:00.004-04:00

Check out my episode on Food Network 2 on their newest reality show, $12 Challenge!

Some Pics from the last show at Caffe Vivaldi

2009-04-02T13:09:00.003-04:00

Performing at Caffe Vivaldi a few weeks ago with Amy Emerman and friends was an absolute blast. Thanks so much to my friends and fans who came out. It was one of those magical beautiful nights (except for the drunk guy who yelled at me that he didn't like my music at all... but then later wanted to buy a CD... go figure!) LOL You gotta love NY!

Love the baby grand at Caffe Vivaldi. Such a sweet venue. Looking forward to future performances there!

Free t-shirts if you buy a CD (SPRING SALE!)

2009-03-24T07:59:00.004-04:00

Spring CD sale! I've got some Sirens Wild Ride t-shirts left over from touring and some CDs I'd like to move out of my little Manhattan closet so I am offering a late March/early April special.

Only $12 (includes shipping) for any of my first 4 CDs (a sly sardonic grin, Athena Under Attack, Stranger Things Have Happened, Stories from the Road) and only $14 (includes shipping) for my newest CD, LITTLE GIRL DREAMS. For any sale of 1 or more CD you will get a free SIRENS WILD RIDE t-shirt!

To listen to clips from all 5 of my CDs, click here.

This deal is directly through me only, so if you are interested, please send an email to CDsAndShirts@athenareich.com.

If you buy more than 1 CD, I will give you even more of a deal. (For example, $12 for 1, $20 for 2 etc)

All t-shirts are large so they are perfect if you are a goddess or bear or, if you are a pixie like me, they are fun if you cut out the neck and wear as PJ's. CDs & Shirts also

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It was so awesome performing with Janeane Garofalo & more at TAKE BACK THE CITY

2009-01-16T11:05:00.001-05:00

Performing last Wed at Take Back the City (in support of Yetta Kurland for City Council) was so awesome. What a great night!! Thanks to everyone who came out. What a blast. I am in awe of Nellie. It was so awesome getting to hang with Janeane. And Yetta will make an excellent member of city council, working for the rights of all peoples (queer, underprivileged etc!).

Thank you New York!!

Performing with Janeane Garofalo, Murray Hill, Nellie McKay, TV show & more!

2009-01-16T08:59:00.002-05:00

Hi Everyone!

I am so psyched to be performing this Wednesday with Janeane Garofalo, Nellie McKay, the Trachtenburg Family Slideshow Players & more! My CD, LITTLE GIRL DREAMS is now available online, and you can now watch the full LIVING IN CAPTIVITY TV pilot episode online (complete with my theme song)!

Read on, happy new year, and see ya soon!

Athena Reich

P.S. - here's a pix of Janeane. I love her and am so excited to get to share the stage with her!!

>> www.AthenaReich.com

Take Back the City with Janeane Garofalo, Nellie McKay & me!

TAKE BACK THE CITY
in support of YETTA KURLAND for City Council
Wednesday, January 14th @ 7pm (till midnight)
Touch Night Club
240 W 52nd St. in NYC

Performers: Janeane Garofalo, Nellie McKay, Trachtenburg Family Slideshow Players, Jasper James, Reverend Billy, Murray Hill, Sara Benincasa, Michele Balan, Athena Reich, Shante Paradigm, Lovari, & Jen Curis and This Reporter.

For more information or to purchase tickets, visit www.yettakurland.com or email tickets@yettakurland.com

ABOUT YETTA: Yetta Kurland has been a leader in progressive politics and social justice for over two decades. Yetta Kurland has proven herself to be a compassionate leader and an independent thinker. She is a champion of the underrepresented. As our City Councilmember, Yetta Kurland will bring her courage, compassion and experience to ensure we have a voice in local politics and access to City government.

Watch LIVING IN CAPTIVITY TV show online!

You can now watch the full pilot episode of LIVING IN CAPTIVITY, the TV show that I wrote the theme song for, on YouTube! It's a hilarious new show about working at NY Central Zoo. The opening sequence is animated by Emily Hubley (who did the animation for Hedwig & the Angry Inch). Check it out and show your friends!

>> Watch it here!

Congratulations to my student Natalya Rudakova on Transporter 3

Big congrats to my student Natalya Rudakova for her role in Transporter 3! She is THE CHICK in Transporter 3! The girl! The hot red head opposite Jason Statham!

If you are interested in taking acting, voice, guitar, songwriting or piano lessons with me, reply to this email for more info!

Little Girl Dreams now online!

Hear clips, read more info, and buy the CD online! Yippee!!

>> Click here to check out Little Girl Dreams

My first Visual Art Show!

If you are in midtown, check out the art show at the Art Students League of New York. This is my first visual arts show and will feature a couple of my oil paintings and tons of work by some incredible talent. The opening party is Monday January 12th from 5pm-830pm. Come! I'll be there! The show runs for 2 weeks.

Art Students League of New York
215 West 57th Street
Jan 12-Jan 26
Opening Party: Mon Jan 12 @ 5-830pm.
Gallery Hours: Mon-Fri: 9am-830pm; Sat 9-3.

See ya soon!

More exciting news to come!

Happy new year!

Athena

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New Headshots!!

2009-01-08T07:36:00.006-05:00

I got new headshots while in Toronto over the holidays. I just love working with Denise Grant! She is amazing! Still sorting through them but here are a few sneaky peaks...

Picture from performing at SASS a few months ago

2008-11-30T21:49:00.002-05:00

I had such a great time performing at SASS this fall. It was about my 3rd or 4th time performing at SASS (sexual abuse survivor's show) and I always have an incredible and moving time. The audience was totally awesome. The art work was moving and inspirational. I love performing in the context of SASS. Very touching and community building

Selling Art at my gigs now!!

2008-11-23T10:19:00.004-05:00

This is how my new merch table looks - it so fun to sell art now at my gigs!!!

Click here to see oil pastels for sale!

Wow!! So much is happening!!!

2008-11-22T08:22:00.006-05:00

Wow!! I just shot an Advil commercial yesterday where I got to sing my song LITTLE GIRL DREAMS!! And I will be appearing on the FOOD NETWORK this month... and the best part is -- MY CD IS COMING OUT BEFORE XMAS!!!

yes! it's true!! LITTLE GIRL DREAMS will be out in a few months. I am so excited and happy and proud!

and right now I am on tour in Highland Park, NJ. Annica and I just played a sweet show last night called OUT OF THE BOX. It was in a church basement and was such a warm and tight community scene. It was so lovely to be there. Reminded me of college and the warmth and safe creativity you can only have in small towns. It was so lovely. HUGE thanks to Pandora Scooter & Steve for organizing it!!

Sooo fun to perform with Annica and to finally have a touring partner I just LOVE spending time with. Touring with your girlfriend is THE best!!

Tonight we perform at the Pride Center Fundraiser @ THE DEN in Highland Park, NJ @ 7pm. See you there! So freakin psyched!

Right now I am killing time while Annica sleeps in. I'm no good at sleeping in. LOL

But my friggin' album is going to be released SO SOON! AND I LOOOVE IT!!! :) :) :)

Oh My God! I cut my hair!! Fer real!!

2008-11-19T12:19:00.002-05:00

Advice on How to be a Reality TV Star

2008-11-04T09:19:00.005-05:00

How to be a star.
(Advice from the people at NFGTV who produced the Food Network Show)

Here’s what you need to know if you want to look awesome on television.

Don’t hold back. Nobody wants to look bad on television so a lot of people try to be careful about what they say. Ironically, this just makes you seem boring. Think of this like trying to hit a home run… You can’t just bunt the ball if you want to hit it out of the park, you have to swing with everything you have. Of course, when you do this, you are going to strike a lot, but that’s no problem because we edit the strikes out. If you strike twenty times and then hit a home run, we are going to use the home run and you’ll look great. If you bunt twenty times, we’ll only be able to show you bunting and you’ll look like a pussy. Don’t sweat the mistakes – go for the gusto!
Talk it through. One thing you’ll notice if you watch Stefan’s demonstration performance carefully is that he is being the host of his own show. He’s asking questions that will help the audience understand what’s going on. He asks the chef for a list of crepe ingredients, so that people at home will learn while he is learning. There’s an old rule in television: tell people what they are about to see, show it to them, tell them what they just saw. So instead of grimly going from place to place in silent concentration, be sure to tell us what you are about to do, talk to us while you are doing it, then tell us what you just did.
Concentrate. You should come prepared to have a lot of fun, but also to work because being a star takes a lot of energy. If you do it right you’ll be exhausted by the end of day. You have to listen carefully to other people and you have to answer clearly and with energy. It’s about being present in the moment. Very zen.

I really made a difference yesterday!!

2008-11-03T17:40:00.002-05:00

Yesterday, I went on a bus with a bunch of lesbians to Pennsylvania (a swing state) and helped change the world! I made new friends, connected with people who believe change can and will happen, and went door to door in an extremely poor neighborhood, helping Obama supporters know where to go to vote on Nov. 4th, and asking if anyone in their household needs a ride that day.

It was so energizing! It felt like the 60s! (And I wasn't even born then, but I always wished I was!!).

Honestly, I haven't been very politically active since Bush has been in office. But after hearing Michelle Obama speak Friday night, I was moved to tears. The apathy melted away, and I thought, "You know, things might really change for the good around here. Whether he wins or not, I want to be able to say I did my best to get him elected." After what happened to Kerry & Gore, we can't take the chance of just scraping by. We need to win by a large percentage so the polls can’t be tampered with!

So whether you live in the U.S., Canada, or Istanbul, you can help! You can make phone calls from home, visit a swing state this weekend (and they will connect you with free housing) or help in a wide variety of other ways. This is the most grassroots campaign in decades and it’s exhilarating.

If you are in NYC, email me and I can get you in touch with some local trips and organizations for this weekend. I'm thinking of organizing a phone calling party... not sure yet.. If you are outside of NYC, click the link below!

Really, yesterday was so empowering, uplifting and fun!

Love,

Athena

www.AthenaReich.com

This is the campaign headquarters in Germantown, Pennsylvania (the neighborhood we canvassed in)

*************

The most meaningful part of campaigning, for me, was the look in their eyes as they answered their doors. "What are these 2 white girls doing on my porch?", they seemed to sneer. And we would smile and say we are with the Obama campaign and their whole demeanor would shift. They became warm and grateful... pleased to see white folks working for the same goals and concerns that they have. It really made me feel that Obama would make some real change in this country by easing racial tension, and bringing people of all races & classes together. Numerous times, by the end of the conversation, we were sincerely thanked for the work we were doing to help get Obama into office. This is a picture of one of the houses we canvassed at.

I'm going to be on the FOOD NETWORK!

2008-11-03T17:35:00.004-05:00

I was going to an open call a couple of weeks ago in NYC and walked by another audition. I asked what they were auditioning for and they told me it was for a reality cooking/dating show on the Food Network. I asked if I could audition, even though I don't have an appointment and they said sure! And I got chosen! We are filming next weekend. I have only $11.57 and 2 hours to cook something scrumptious, to impress a date, (and the meal is chosen by a date) in the East Village, with no kitchen or resources. It's a really hilarious new show! I'll let you know when it airs! Wish me luck. I am competing against another cook!

AUDITIONING AUDITIONING AUDITIONING

2008-11-03T17:15:00.001-05:00

I am a mad audition woman. I go to open calls. I go to auditions my agent sets up. I get call backs, great feedback.. I am so close so close so exhausted so despaired... so on a high so close so close... don't quit... so close.. call backs, great feedbacks... oh oh then the terrible audition... the yucky ones.. but then you get a call back for the ones you think you bombed... it's maddening maddening... all i can control is my make-up my make-up I look pretty.. i am prepared... i tell my story my story in each audition i tell my audition... woody allen says 90% of life is showing up. here i am here i am i'm here i am...

so many people so much talent... they give you looks of death they fear they judge they smile fakely.. we are fighting fighting competing for that job... oh wait - a true smile a true friendly look - no girl - get outta my way... my job my job... this is exhausting...

my 'audition book'. thick... filled with music... prepare prepare prepare.. don't give up... find the joy the joy the joy... it's a matter of time.. it's playing with numbers.. it's luck... luck.. put yourself in a position where luck can happen to you luck can happen...

Love Sucks Stuff

2008-11-03T17:14:00.002-05:00

OK duh... I never talked about my experiences in Love Sucks... Here's some photos... A picture is worth a thousand words... In short - it was mad it was wild it was wonderful it was tense it was beautiful it was sexy it was love.... and it sucked... but it an awesome punk rock n roll way

THE GUTTERSNIPES! WE ROCK!

(LEFT TO RIGHT - ATHENA REICH, REBECCA HART, CARYN HAVLIK & HEATHER ROBB)

THE CAST

ON STAGE - THE GUTTERSNIPES

THE MOLOTOVS - LIVE

I AM SO PUNK

**************** AFTER PARTY ********************

ME & HEATHER

FAMILY & FRIENDS AFTER THE SHOW

BRANDON & CARYN

WE GOT AMAZING REVIEWS & SOLD OUT SHOWS. PICK US UP BABY PICK US UP! I WANNA GO TO BROADWAY!!! :) xoxoxox

Just got cast in LOVE SUCKS: a Punk Rock Musical

2008-11-03T17:14:00.001-05:00

Hey!

Auditions really work!

I got an audition. Then a call back. Then another call back. Then boom!

Got cast in this awesome show based on Shakespeare's Love's Labours Lost set in 1970's New York Punk Rock Scene.

I have a principal role & will be acting/singing/guitar-ing ;)

It was cast by Calleri Casting - a very reputable casting house for theatre/film/TV in NYC.

The director is Andy Goldberg and his work has been nominated for a Drama Desk & Obbie Awards. He was super sweet during the auditions. A real actor's actor.

I am so excited! Rehearsals start Wednesday.

The show, LOVE SUCKS, is part of the very reputable New York Musical Theater Festival.

More soon!

The Best Shows are the Shows you Get Without an Audition

2008-11-03T17:13:00.000-05:00

The best shows are the shows you get without an audition.

What a reward, for an actor, to get an email or phone call inviting you to do a show you never auditioned for. What a relief, and compliment.

I have been performing in a show called "Fresh Talent" for the past 3 years. It's a variety show of musical theater performers, dancers and singer/songwriters and we show tour buses of high school students from the Midwest what it's like to be a working actor in New York City. It's a good regular gig with decent pay, all the performers & directors involved are ridiculously talented (as is usual for New York City). Marc Parees, who's been the director of the program for the past few years, is also involved in numerous film & theater projects in the city. He's part of a company called Genesius Theatre Group. He contacted me to offer me a role in an upcoming production of Suzan-Lori Parks' 365 Days/Plays to be performed in the lobby of the Vivian Beaumont Center @ Lincoln Center and on stage at the Public Theater.

I was psyched as I have always held a special respect for Marc's work. There is something vulnerable and open-minded about his methods.

To make a long story short, it was an incredible cast, and we got to work with an extremely talented pool of directors. It was a beautiful feeling to perform at Lincoln Center. Performing at the Public was more of a chaotic experience as we had to share the stage with 20 other companies - but all in all it was a bonding experience with the cast, and a beautiful creative experience. It reminded me of why, at age 9, I made a firm commitment to become an actress; nothing compares to the intimacy of working creatively with a group of people. I joined the theater to find family, community, and meaningful work and expression.

ENJOY THESE PIX (ps - sorry I didn't get a pix of everyone, and sorry for any misspelled names. Let me know!)

James! Ah James! James is now on an Andrew Lloyd Webber tour. James is always good for an outrageous story and infectious giggle.

Paul is a sweetheart. If he was a dyke, I'd marry him.

Steve is caring. And wicked on stage. Well, everyone is wicked on stage. For real.

Christa. Well, a picture speaks a thousand words.

Carey. You definitely want this girl as your bud.

Deborah is 2nd from left. Kick ass director. Sweet and smart as hell. This is outside the Public Theatre.

Faith & her beau. Faith is razor sharp on stage. Look how adorable they are!

Ah - the community of theater!

Auditions Auditions Auditions

2008-11-03T17:11:00.001-05:00

I've been really focused, and going to tons of auditions lately. For the most part, I've been feeling like I've been really rockin' them. Instead of trying to impress, I focus on the story that needs to be told. I connect emotionally beforehand, and try to ignore (or use the emotion from) the competition before going in. And let me tell you, the competition is fierce. Fierce as in mean. It's a weird weird scene, big eyes staring at your shoes, your cleavage, your hair. Kind eyes dying to connect, but slippery mouths that spurt discouraging comments like, "No one ever gets cast from EPA's"... "You don't have any Cole Porter in your book?" ... "You haven't done this before, have you?". It's just a mad scene, and the competition is fierce. We are all competing for a handful of roles...

But... that's no way to think...

I am doing well by focusing on the fact that each of us is unique, and we all have a place in the world. It's not my job to judge. Just my job to go in there and be myself, and be true to the text or lyrics, and try to relax and be myself.

Been getting lots of positive responses.. and call backs...

Will keep ya posted...

Getting into character in the women's bathroom beforehand...

2008-11-03T17:10:00.000-05:00

Getting into character in the women's bathroom at the Actor's Equity Building right before auditioning for "25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee: The Musical" on Broadway. I was auditioning for Loggaine - the girl with 2 Dads who's whole sense of self is based on winning (well - all their precious egos are balancing on a wire). She has a lisp and is completely uptight.

I sang "Defying Gravity" from Wicked with a Lisp, and I could sense I really amused the casting director.

Beforehand, some of the girls were in the change room getting ready, applying make-up, curling hair, and gabbing about auditions and complaining about the heat. It felt timeless. Like Carol Burnett could have been there, waiting in the wings for her big break, sharing beauty tips and exchanging inside info into upcoming auditions.

Girls in the change room getting ready and talking shop.

Timeless.

Opening Party of Sundays in the City @ Nation

2008-03-18T20:11:00.006-04:00

I performed at the opening party of SUNDAYS IN THE CITY. Honestly, it was a mad house, and completely packed and the crowd was restless and not listening to the performers but what can ya do when the place is packed? The highlight was performing with the kids from PS 24 & performing with Lorraine Ferro.... and having the support of my friends!!!

Me & the Girls Club from PS 24 performing "Just Like You" that they wrote with me and Lisa Loeb & Kristen Nolan from MNMP.
me & my girl @ the opening

kristen, me & lorraine ferro (multi-platinum hit songwriter)

Caffe Vivaldi Gig - Feb 5th

2008-03-18T19:59:00.005-04:00

I had a BLAST performing at Caffe Vivaldi on Feb. 5 (2008). What an incredible turn out!! Thank you to all who came! Really! It was beautiful and magical and wonderful. Kristen Nolan did an excellent job singing with me. Francine Kay was amazing and inspiring and so freakin' talented... And it was just one of those magical gigs where I really felt connected to the crowd. THANK YOU!!

photography by donje photography

MO PITKIN'S w. Manson Family Singers

2007-07-22T19:58:00.001-04:00

Thank you to all who came, it was a wonderful wonderful night. I enjoyed it tremendously. Christopher North was incredible on bass. It added so much color and it was fun to have the camaraderie on state. The Manson Family Singers definitely broke the ice with the audience. They were hilarious as usual. I forget how fun it is to perform... until I perform.. :)

Thank you all!

Fresh Talent - backstage

2007-05-27T11:53:00.001-04:00

Backstage before our show at Swing 46 with Fresh Talent - a show where we showcase our work and talk to students about what it's like to be a working performer in NYC. From left to right - Marc Tummenelli (Performed with Patty Lapone last year!), Cristy Faber (Broadway cast of Les Mis), and Me.

At the Fresh Talent Dinner in Times Square

Backstage - marc & cristy - get a bedroom! oh wait - marc don't swing that way.. anyway... whatevah!

At the Fresh Talent Dinner ( me & Hunter)

Marc Parees (our Director)

Rapture Cafe Birthday Bash!

2007-05-27T11:32:00.000-04:00

This was one of the funnest gigs ever! It was my birthday celebration so a group of us started the evening off at the Tsampa Tibetan Restaurant in the East Village. It was yum! I had the Tsampa Salmon with apple juice sauce!

Then we went to the Rapture Cafe which is a darling new little East Village Venue. Kerry Politzer did an amazing set, as usual. I went next and was grumpy about the pedal which wasn't working, but no one seemed to mind too much and I just sang my heart out to compensate. And I had a freakin' blast cause the place was packed with my friends! Houston Bernard did a rockin' set afterwards, although I think he was mad at me for being upset about the pedal not working - but I couldn't totally read him so maybe it was fine.

But overal it was a highlight of my life. I am surrounded by people I love who love me and I love making music and people loved hearing it and what else can I ask for at this moment in time? I love my life right now!

Love,

Athena

2007-05-16T22:37:00.000-04:00

PICTURES FROM WHEN I WAS 6, GIGS & NEW ACTING BLOG!

Here's a picture of me from when I was 6 years old! My family forgot it was picture day, and it was my FIRST DAY OF BROWNIE'S (I was so excited and proud to be a part of something so big-girl) and so i ended up in my friggin' Brownie uniform on Picture Day. But I ended up hating brownies when I soon realized it was all a consiracy to train us to be well-behaved little ladies. All we did was dance around this stupid mushroom (what? were they aware of that bizarre drug metaphor at all??) and get badges for doing good deeds and acting like ladies. Even at that age - that kind of gender manipulation made me want to BARF!

Created by Artist Claire Sikora
(she emailed me after a show to show me she had drawn me!)

OK - now for some info on GIGS!!!

Ah blogging! I am so behind!

Hi everybody!

So sorry I am so behind! But when I have a great gig, I have no urge to blog! Only when I get bundled up into a neurotic mess do I blog myself to exhaustion to induce sleep.

But I have had some wonderful shows lately - at Mo Pitkin's - OH MY GOD - that show was a beautiful thing. The place was PACKED!

And I stopped by the Outmusic Open Mic and played a song there and reconnected with an incredibly vibrant community, hosted by singer/songwriter extraordinaire Amy Clarke.

And I'm sure there have been others - but it's all a blur now my friend..

Working hard on writing music and prepping for my 5th CD with grammy/emmy winner CYNTHIA DANIELS. Yippee!!

Also - I will be moving June 1st to Chelsea!! Can I afford it? Ah who cares! I'm gonna looove it!!

I am putting aton of energy into acting and auditions lately and am getting a lot of call backs and awesome feedback -yipee! So I will begin a new 'auditioning in NY' blog asap! Watch for that!

Talk soon I promise this time!!

Athena

Created by Artist Claire Sikora
(she emailed me after a show to show me she had drawn me!)

2007-04-08T01:50:00.000-04:00

Q-NITE IN TRENTON, NJ

What a wonderful wonderful night. Oh and they had a piano there! And yummy free jumbalaya. And I felt appreciated appreciated. Thank you Q-Nite. And my favorite people to play for are queers and survivors. And that night some college kids loved it so much that they booked me a gig at their college. Love when that happens. And it's happening more and more...

2007-04-08T01:44:00.000-04:00

WOMEN'S COFFEE HOUSE - NORTH BRUNSWICK, NJ - APRIL 8

Grumpy grumpy Athena all day.
Lonely lonely Athena coming back from Toronto to empty empty NY.
passive agressive Athena showing up late and lonely and grump grump grump.
charming charming Athena who makes audience laugh giggle smile.
Laugh giggle smiles make Athena laugh love twinkle
happy happy Athena talking communicating sharing to people people people
oh yeah! me likes me music. i forgot.
oh yeah! i'm good at this watch it soar soar soar
look at people laugh
look at them listen
compliments sell cds talk connect flirt
drive home blog and sleep satisfied
happy happy happy athena
all in a day
oh oh sometimes me exhaust meself me is so so funny ha ha

2007-04-08T01:34:00.000-04:00

NYC SUBWAY MOMENTS

2007-04-08T01:27:00.000-04:00

SUNY OSWEGO GIG - MARCH 28 w/ Ember Swift & Pamela Means

I had a great time. Wonderful audience. One of those shows where I feel like I am just a part of this larger thing called 'music', and I get to ride the wave and let it soar through me. I am priviledged to be a part of this. ''Music' has a life of its own. It has its own laws and intentions. And I let go and am asked to come along for the ride.

And then afterwards... neurosis sets in. competitive insanity sets in.... 'maybe i should make my music more accessible.. more commercial.. more familiar.. why am i such a freak? why is my music such a freak.." Felt like I was sleeping on a slab of ice that night... drove like a maniac back to the big apple. talked on the phone and cried...

Calmed down later that night.. Spoke with my manager... God I am ridiculous how worked up I get. But it's true that my music isn't easy listening.. Maybe if I speak a little bit about why I chose to create a unique and haunting chord progression, why I created an 'out' bridge... if I let people in to my musical process a bit more on stage (not just the lyrical process), maybe it'll help improve communication and accessibility. And for big gigs I will experiment with a drummer and bass and see how that goes.

Feeling much more positive about everything now. I love my music. I love my loyal fans who lift me up more than they can ever believe. I will continue, in subtle ways, to reach out and communicate... always you can be more and more clear...

2007-04-08T01:14:00.000-04:00

DRIVING: MAR. 28 - SUNY OSWEGO GIG W/ PAMELA MEANS & EMBER SWIFT
my favorite activity when bored... photo shoot while driving.... hey, what's life without a little risk?

awww.. the pocono mountains in Pennsylvania...

2007-04-08T01:13:00.000-04:00

hanging with friends... watching friends perform at rockwood... mmm yummy nyc music scene...

2006-12-22T20:50:00.000-05:00

me & Downtown Burlesque performer "Darlinda Just Darlinda" at "Jew They Know it's Christmas" at The Delancey.

Hi,

OK, I'm going to try to start blogging again.. maybe...

I somehow wanted to hide away and snuggle inside a little privacy for a bit.. so we'll see how this goes..

I am really excited 'cause a ton of wonderful career things have happened for me lately, including getting emmy/grammy winner Cynthia Daniels as my new producer for my upcoming album, getting a gig as a host for "Girls on Girls" with Here! TV, getting a new acting manager (MKM) and more!

Last night I performed at "Jew know it's Christmas" at The Delancey, produced by awesome Downtown curator Earl Dax. The crowd was pretty crappy in that they didn't laugh much, and were much more into their loud conversations than actually watching a show. But, it was really fun 'cause tons of people I knew were performing that night. It was one of those nights that made me feel glad to be in NY, that I am actually connected to a web - to a community of amazing artists.

But I had dreams that night - lousy dreams about performing in front of lousy crowds.. gee.. i wonder what that could be about. Man.. I even wrote a Jew-Xmas song just for that night, based on the true story of why the Jewish side of my family celebrates Xmas.

Oh Christmas Tree

1. Oh Christmas Tree, Oh Christmas Tree
How proudly you convert the jews
Oh Christmas Tree, Oh Christmas Tree
Because of you, I'm a self-hating jew

My Bubby begged at the age of 10
for a Tannenbaum, like all her friends

Oh Christmas Tree, Oh Christmas Tree
You assimilate my family

2. Oh Tannenbaum, Oh Tannenbaum
Historically, you're a Pagan tree
Oh Tannenbaum, Oh Tannenbaum
Used by German tribes for human sacrifice

Then Romans came and used your leaves
as a conversion tool for Christianity

Oh Christmas tree, Oh Christmas tree
You assimilate my family

I thought it was funny. So did my mother and closest friends... But not the dorky Jews at the Delancey last night. It was a lot of middle aged men looking for a nice Jewish girl to fuck that night..

Oh my Gosh - did I say that? I don't really mean it.. I'm just having fun..

OK, I mean it... I just don't want to get in trouble. But I don't feel as bitter about it as I sound. There were some nice people there that night. Some nice, really loud, drunken middle age men who didn't listen to the song I wrote just for them... Shit I'm sounding bitter again.. I didn't mean to go there AGAIN. LOL

Anyways, it's at times like these that I feel really happy to have the gig with Here! TV. Even if I have a lousy show in some small bar in NY, I know that the next day I can go on air and have an audience of tens of thousands with Here! Networks. And my acting manager is really great about working hard for me. So I know great things are coming...

And some juicy things are maybe happening in my love life.. But I won't go into that cause it's waaay too soon.

I plan on doing some serious relaxing this weekend. You know.. naps.. TV... food.. that kind of stuff. I need a renewal so I can feel creatively inspired to work on my album in the new year.

Happy Holidays everyone!

Love,

Athena

2006-01-31T22:30:00.001-05:00

Hi Everybody,

I'm feeling in the roll of things in NYC. Getting more students, running from rehearsal to show, sleeping EVERY NIGHT IN MY OWN BED! Last night I performed at East of Eighth with the amazing drag supahstah Hedda Lettuce and sweet jew-zen Josh Zuckerman. It was wonderful. And, they fed me. Which I love. I'm so easy to please. Just feed me. Well. And I'm glowing and floating near the ceiling.

Tonight I was wined and dined as well, with the show Fresh Talent, which is starting a new season again. I love being in the show for the 2nd year, as everyone is getting more comfortable and friendly with another.

Yeah!!!

Going to watch Sex and the City now.

Goodnight.

:) athena

2006-01-31T22:30:00.000-05:00

2006-01-18T22:24:00.000-05:00

Oh my goodness.. I am feeling so much better being back in NYC, now that things have settled a bit. Community is starting to seep in through the corners. I HATE TOURING! I'm not cut out for it. I like home. I like community. I like hanging out with friends. I like performing for New Yorkers. I like little weekend tours where I don't leave my apartment for more than 2 nights. Even then, it's almost TOO MUCH! Touring deprives me of basic human needs like home, family, friends, community, stability, rest, rhythm, routine... Even just the luxury of getting to know, through little smiles and superficial chit chat, the guy at the deli who makes my sandwich is awesome.

I MODERATED THIS AWESOME EVENT
at the NY Public Library last weekend.
It was gorgeous. Community.
It honored every day heroes
the every wars
we combat
as LGBT people
in our work
family
community
media
...
I moderated "Just As We Are", a photography exhibit by Charlie T.
I met wonderful movers & shakers in the LGBT people.
It felt like my heart got a massage.
I am not alone in my every day struggles.
I am part of a dynamic, exciting, and bursting community.

OH YES PEOPLE
THIS IS OUR TIME!

GALAPAGOS
Last night at Galapagos was wonderful. Large crowd. Artsy Brooklynites. Real piano. I wore my tutu and silver ripped top. I sang and the mic responded. I gave it my all. Cute girls were everywhere. Stylish fags laughed loudly over martini mixes and DJ glitches. Earl Dax and I were stopped by the police. "Liscense and ID" they said, as I was just about to start the ignition and give Earl a lift to Metropolitan. "Why?" challenged Earl. "Routine check. There's been a lot of car break-ins". Earl got in a huff and started directly challenging the officers. He was totally wasted and spoke very loudly. I prayed to the Goddess that we wouldn't get gay bashed, black bashed (oh wait, we're not black..phew) or charged with some stupid ticket. They backed down. Earl and I were both surprised they didn't take the bait Earl tossed at them. He was pissed that they stopped us. We were lucky nothing came of it.

So tired all day tomorrow.

Trouble sleeping lately.

Hopefully tonight I'll remember how to sink into the lady...

2006-01-08T00:41:00.000-05:00

NICE JEWISH GIRLS GONE BAD.... TO WASHINGTON D.C.
Over New Years weekend, the girls and I went on tour to Washington DC where we played to sold out audiences. Burlesque, comedy, & music to satisfy ever gay boy, straight guy, bull dyke & old jewish couple. It was fabulous.

After the show with some friends, cast members, & audience.

Backstage with stand-up comedian genious Hillary (left) and Burlesque superstar Alyssa

Here's the Goddess Pearlman teaching Mr. Lucky how to drive.

We all passed out in the car from exhaustion, but luckily, Mr. Lucky took over.

2006-01-08T00:14:00.000-05:00

My friend Tom Martinez is addicted to taking pictures, and I'm addicted to being photographed. If only he were a lesbian, we'd be overcome with passionate sex, and obsessive art collaboartions.

2005-11-29T01:34:00.000-05:00

BACK IN NYC AND GOING CRAZY!!!!!!

I have been going crazy since I've gotten back. It's like having post-traumatic tour disorder or something. It is so difficult to try to re-enter a life that you left behind 3 months ago. It is so difficult to try to feel at home in a city that you've been touring away from for the past 2 years.

It will all get easier with time.

But everyday is a different adventure on the roller coaster of extreme emotion.

I feel like I've lost all memory of what just took place, and I have no idea what to do next, who I am, or what my credentials are.

but tonight I am remembering.

I am remembering because i went to a RENT audition today. I waited for 6 hours only to get type cast out. (That means that you all stand in a line like cattle, or like jews before the execution, and if they call you get to sing 8 bars). Well, they didn't call my name. But they did call the names of very tall and model-looking women around me. I think I am not thin enough. And I never did learn how to walk in high heels. Honestly, I think I am 'too RENT' for RENT!

A friend admiringly told me tonight that I am 'too much for mere mortals'. This was in the context of him taking my pictures and getting a huge kick out of the emotional intensity. Sometimes I feel that my art and personality overwhelm people. That I seem to live, so comfortably, in a world so intense, deep and creative that it is frightening to those afraid to face the dark witch.

Anyways, after the audition, all I wanted to do was create beautiful music on my piano, eat ice cream and pancakes and LIVE LIFE! F*#k the evil commercialism that is committing genocide on our art. I want to live, to be real, to be healthy, to create, to stimilate, to provoke, and to breathe my deepest foreshadows into the crevices of my art. F*#k Compromise! What the f*#k is life for!!??

One great thing has happened lately, is that I was asked to perform on the Joey Reynolds show on WOR 710. Here's a picture of me with Joey, the owner of Don't Tell Mama's, Myra (who knows many bookers in NY), and some guy who made us sandwiches. (no- just kidding - he's this awesome comedian). It was an awesome show. They freaked over me. Loved me so incredibly much. They are all so fun to crack jokes with. It was so much fun!

(from left to right) Me, owner of Don't Tell Mama's, Myra, Comedian, Joey Reynolds.

2005-11-10T23:42:00.000-05:00

BACK HOME

Oh my goodness. I am back home. it is like a slow motion syrupy dream. What a beautiful home I have. How still it is here. How adult it all seems. I've been crashing on 22 year old's couches for the past 3 months. I've been like a teenager. And suddenly, I am an adult with a beautiful apartment, but no means to support it. I need to breathe deeply. This is New York. There is a plethora of jobs out here.

But I am leaving for Toronto and Berlin soon. Why? I don't feel like it anymore.

Athena

2005-11-10T23:10:00.000-05:00

Jackson, MS - Hal & Mal's

Played a show at Hal & Mal's in Jackson, Mississippi. Actually, it was a wonderful audience. And I stayed with beautiful people. Great experience. But here's a picture of our competitors, an awesome blue grass band in the next room. Can't compete with blue grass in the south. LOL

The bass player was flirtin pretty hard with me. A cute charmin' drunkin' blue grass boy. Man. Welcome to the south Athena. It's like being in another country! Cowboys n' cowgirls breaking wild & free from strict codes. Then kneeling on the church on Sunday, cleansing their hearts of mama bread guilt.

But we had a small, yet devoted group of art-lovers at the show. And I got some honest and loving Southern hospitality. And I probably gained 5 pounds in the south. But I'm not supposed to care about that right? As a feminist? I guess I'll go to the radical church this Sunday, and pray for forgiveness of my indulgent patricarchal sins.

But honestly, the South, overal, was difficult for me. I am such a contraversy there. There are always people who are incredibly loyal and loving. But there are always people who HATE me too! I think they think I am the anti-christ or something. I felt like calling out, "God gave us a clit for a reason people! Don't blame me for wanting to 'F#ck All Day!". LOL

2005-11-10T23:05:00.000-05:00

Knoxville, TN

OK. Now I am in the Bible Belt. How many times do I have to say it? "I'M SORRY I'M NOT BLUE GRASS!" Man. These people like their Blue Grass. Even some of the lesbians hated me in Knoxville. But these dykes didn't hate me. Or at least they said they didn't. I can never be too sure in the South. What are they REALLY thinking? What the f#ck is REALLY going on down there? Ahhhh!!!!!

2005-11-10T22:57:00.000-05:00

Nashville, TN - Caffeine Nasville
I had a blast in Nashville, TN. I felt appreciated and loved. I met wonderful beautiful people. We did a mock photo shoot in front of wall art. What more can a girl ask for?

2005-11-10T22:53:00.000-05:00

I had such a great time in Kansas City. Such wonderful people who loved my work. And warm warm people who made me feel loved, and at home.

2005-11-10T22:50:00.000-05:00

Cummel's Cafe in St. Louis

Played to a room of quiet listeners, who I believe, never quite got over the fact that I am queer. They were respectful, and enjoyed the music, but I believe that they were in mild shock that I am so out. I think they kept thinking things to themselves like, "wow.. is she really a lesbian? I've never met a full blood lesbian before. Am I a lesbian? What do they DO in bed?"

It's OK people. Take a deep breath. You're still aloud to relax and enjoy yourselves, even if I am gay. You don't have to look so damn serious! LOL

2005-11-10T22:48:00.000-05:00

Hanging with my cousins in Denver...

(played Mercury Lounge, Toad Tavern, had a blast being filmed for OUT IN DENVER... but most importantly got some serious todler time in)

2005-11-10T22:38:00.000-05:00

Driving through the Prairies in Kansas....

....thinking about loves lost

2005-10-30T17:56:00.000-05:00

Sunday. Day off in Nashville. Hiding in the covers, watching the new Bob Dylan documentary. Wrote some words:

Piece of the Pie

I could please the people for a piece of the pie
Set my desires in a line
Learn to laugh through the lies
And curse the rough edged dark

I could become the girl they want to fuck
sell Gloria Steinem for a dwindling buck
Learn to use my mouth to suck
And awake from a dreamless night

And they say my lyrics are full of crass
I have to ask what’s up their ass
Cause if their shit smells like mine
Why do they all look shocked?

C’mon people awake from your sleep
Stop pretending we’re not in deep
Kiss the dark-faced witch and weep
And sing your dreams through dawn

This life cannot be ordered to go
A bucket of lies, and a happy meal prize
When did joy lose surprise
And get packaged in a pill?

How did this machine we all create
Destroy our skill to find a mate
All I want to do is masterbate
And hide between the walls

Why can’t we all just get along
Sings every singer in every song
And then backstage they smoke their bong
And kiss the girl they hate

C’mon people awake from your sleep
Stop pretending we’re not in deep
Kiss the dark faced witch and weep
And sing your dreams through dawn
And sing your dreams through dawn
And sing your dreams through dawn

2005-10-29T02:28:00.000-04:00

Cummel's Cafe - St. Louis, MO

Oh so tired. Am sick with a sore threat and stuffed up head. Am in the old stomping ground of "Trouble", and I think the whole re-visiting has driven me sick and drained. Plus, it's the end of tour, and it's time for it to end. Had a show tonight, but no one really laughed at my jokes. Was my timing off? Were their brains off? They seemed to be pretty young, (like maybe high school age), and so maybe they just hadn't been exposed to Cabaret before, and silly storytelling, so maybe they just didn't know what to do with me. either way, all i want to do is curl up with re-runs of "six feet under", for weeks.

(but I have to mention that people were very kind, and responsive. They didn't laugh, but they truly enjoyed the music. Dave (organizer) bought me a tank of gas! And Cindy (musician who came to see me play), helped me with my gear, and was supportive as a mother!

goodnight,

athena

2005-10-28T02:26:00.000-04:00

Hi everybody,

Here I am, after an awesome show in Lawrence. Man. I swear. I am totally getting better. Selling more CDs. Having more fun. If I follow my heart, and my joy, all will be glorious and great. Had the best tarot card reading ever today. Said that pleasure and success and happiness and in store for me, as long as I just follow my heart. And it said that I was going to be so happy in Berlin. Then come back to NYC, do my one woman cabaret "stories from the road" show, and experience love and pleasure. Usually I have totally crappy readings, with the tower card, the death card, the hermit card... seriously! Full of loneliness, pain and struggle. But amazing things are in store for me. Playful pleasurable things!

See you out there folks!

Athena

2005-10-25T13:57:00.000-04:00

Sheva Cafe - Taos, NM

Ahhhh.... Breathe. In and Out. This was one of those magical gigs. You could hear a pin drop int he audience. Les Lokey is a fantastic/considerate host/opener. There was fire dancing before and after the show. Les's music is brilliant energy. A pro performer. There was a lot of high quality people in the room, due to an excellent and detailed feature in the local Taos Newspaper. I loved this show. Why can't they all be more like this...?

2005-10-25T13:54:00.000-04:00

Performing Live at KTAO in Taos, NM

I just love performing on the radio and TV. What a boost to the daily grind of seedy bars and drunken men trying to "convert" me back to straight-land.

2005-10-25T13:47:00.000-04:00

Cowgirl Hall of Fame - Santa Fe, NM

Strange show, like the name suggests. Awesome amazing talent, but the room and vibe of the place was conducive to very loud talking and no one actually listening to the art (well there were 5 active listeners), but enjoying it as background murmur.... Hmmm... Definitely not the setting for what I do. But them's the breaks. You just never know how the vibe of fa night will pan out. But big thanks to DJ Carlisle McQueen for gathering all the grrls.

2005-10-25T13:26:00.000-04:00

Grand Canyon (Arizona - South Rim)

I hiked down and back up the Canyon at a quick pace. Felt so strong. Like if there was a war, I would be one of the few survivors. The layers of rock in the canyon represent thousands and thousands of years. It goes back to a time before there was any life on Earth, when the planet was similar to Mars in chemical make-up. A human life is barely even visible as a layer in the rocks. We get so wrapped up in our drama and self-destruction, as a species. But none of it really matters. If we screw up, the Earth will just swallow us up and go on to create new life. She is much more powerful than any of our angst-ridden thoughts. There is a river in the Canyon that the local Natives traditionally would cast the ash of their deceased. I want to be cremated, and cast there, when I pass. When you are in the Canyon, you feel that death is not tragic or terrible, but a sad, natural and necessary part of life and time. And it is an honor to be part of such an ancient and sacred cycle.

2005-10-24T04:38:00.000-04:00

2005-10-24T04:33:00.000-04:00

Driving through the American West

Feels like an exotic planet to me.. All dust and palm trees; cheap tacos and buffalo skulls on fence posts; Native Craft Shacks and roads that flood with the onset of rain....

2005-10-24T04:31:00.000-04:00

Sea Lions in San Fran

Did you know that there are wild sea lions that hang out in the harbor in SF? They honk loudly, make love, sleep like lumps, and show off in front of the camera. I had no idea. It was amazing.

2005-10-24T04:29:00.000-04:00

At a Chinese $1 restaurant in somewhere, USA

2005-10-24T04:18:00.000-04:00

San Francisco

2005-10-24T04:08:00.000-04:00

Bungie Bouncing at the Harbor in San Fran

Oh my God. So much fun! I screamed and screamed, then had to sit on the ground for ten minutes (so dizzy!)

2005-10-24T03:57:00.000-04:00

Beach in Santa Monica, CA

Had a day off in Santa Monica (suburb of L.A.). Spent the time eating tacos on the beach, getting my hair done, treating myself to a massage, and processing the beautiful/chaotic emotional volcano that was San Francisco.

2005-10-24T03:49:00.000-04:00

Q-TV filming in L.A.

Here I am, performing as a guest musician on Q-TV's Q-Live. Funny, I just look at this picture and think, "I am so fat!". L.A. does something strange to you. Makes you feel like you are not thin enough, blond enough, and non-chalante enough. But anyhow, despite the ridiculous standards that screams out of every L.A. sidewalk, I had a great time getting my hair & make-up done by pros, eating peanut butter & crackers from the craft table, and having quick-witted intimate banter with the crew. (Isn't it always that way with crew?)

2005-10-19T03:39:00.000-04:00

2005-10-19T03:35:00.000-04:00

Hi!
So much has happened. It feels like I haven't written in forever! I will write soon and catch up. I am now in Albuquerque. Other end of the universe, for a grrl like me, from Canada. So grateful to have a couch to sleep on, as I spent the past two nights in my car. Which was great for the privacy. But a little nerve-wracking. I hiked down the Grand Canyon! I am stroooong! I am toooough! I got that sense of peace and of being a small part in a great and wonderful cycle of nature... will tell more tomorrow. oh! and i got proposed to in San Francisco! I'll tell more tomorrow!

Athena

2005-10-11T02:37:00.000-04:00

Hello from San Francisco,

Just got in. Feels great to be in an urban/gay mecca. Can't wait to go on adventurous walks.

am so tired.

drove all day from eugene. i did a new thing and took a rider with me. a rider is someone who needs a ride, and splits gas. I met him through craigslist. He is a very interesting guy. a little odd. unique. We had great conversation, though it was stressful, as i don't think we ever quite trusted each other. and yet, we are both nomads and truly understood each other.

so tired. don't even want to go to bed...

athena

2005-10-10T03:24:00.000-04:00

Drama drama drama.

always, there is so much drama.

played eugene, oregon tonight. lovely show. complete with a touch of drama. but thanks to tom from ginger hustlers, it was overal a nice experience. and big thanks to my friend sara who really got a bunch of her friends out.

i've had such drama here in eugene... don't really want to go into details. but i do want to say that at one point i found myself stranded with no place to crash for the night. i was in the middle of the saturday market in eugene. it was raining pretty steadily. i just stood there, at a loss for what to do.

A beautiful young man began talking to me and offered his home. he was one of those people that you instantly trust and want to be your friend and can't wait to hug. I went over to his place. got fed. got a beautiful massage (he's a professional masseuse), and had nice, interesting, drama-free conversation. i felt we all really connected.

him and the awesome ginny (who he lives with) came to my show and sat with wide eyes and ears perked. love those two.

... it's just so funny cause i'm in the business of people. the business of people with no profits. so there is soo much drama and egos and i am always in this awkward position of imposing on people for a place to crash. Some see it as supporting the arts. some see it as an imposition. some see it as an opportunity to make a new friend. and you never know, till your suitcase is unpacked, how it's going to feel.

i'm in the business of the kindness of strangers.

such an interesting sociological experiment.

i can report, from the front lines, that there is a lot of violence in our culture. Patriarchy is alive and well. And sometimes you get along with people. And sometimes you don't. And you can't force that. And ignorance often becomes hurtful. people often fear what they don't understand. who, really, understands a travelling musician? who understands a smart business woman? only a select few, with complex backgrounds that create complex minds. or, there are those, i believe, who are simply born with an open, loving soul.

but of course it's not just travelling musicians that are great mysteries to most. it's almost anyone who doesn't fit in the box. maybe you were born in Africa, but you're a white man who likes to wear skirts. maybe you're half black, half white but you look indian, and you recently dropped out of college to care for your dying mother. maybe you can never quite squeeze yourself into any one particular gender.

lets see... what would fix all this...

open minds & a little more benefit of the doubt.

listening...

if we could all just listen a little more to each other..

oh - and one more thing - people totally need to give up their sense of rules and order. there are so many secret rules and people need to chill a little, and take time out to REALLY COMMUNICATE.

yeah. somthing like that.

goodnight ya'll.

2005-10-09T03:16:00.000-04:00

I feel myself getting stronger. I feel myself beginning to always believe in my experience. To trust my instinct about people. More and more.

So often, I would compromise my own sense of self, in order to feel connected to others. In other words, "(s)he's not making me feel uncomfortable, I'm just too uptight... Or I'm reading into it... Or maybe I don't know anything about people and I need to learn from him/her... yadda yadda yadda."

No. What if I'm actually right? Or, what if I acted on the premise that I am right? And of course, sometimes we are wrong about people and read into them. But truly. This is not my problem. My problem is that I constantly think it's my problem that I am uncomfortable. (this is from growing up with psychologists as parents and being over analyzed. Add in traumatic events as a child, and bingo - you've got ever present self-doubt).

but what if I trust, love and believe my instinct? What if I navigate my way through people and life using all my powers of instinct?

I think that, in time, I would find myself surrounded by loving people. And, in turn, perhaps better able to tolerate those who are slightly hurtful, as being more aware means I can protect myself better. And thus, be free to enjoy them a bit.

It is important to hide some things from most people.

....I think.

I think this helps build tolerance.

What an amazing complex organism we live in, on, through, and with.

the only way, that I can figure, to live as beautifully as possible, is to use our instinct to sniff our way through the complexities.

...sniff our way through the complexities.

complexities.

grey tones.

who ever said anything was easy? Or simple?

no no...

complex.

everything is so complex.

and yet, it could all be as simple as a child's scream.

2005-10-06T14:24:00.000-04:00

HATE MAIL VS. FAN MAIL

Now I mostly get fan mail, but on occassion, I get hate mail. This one is the most extreme so far. It really gave me a good laugh. And a little scare. Should I be calling the police? It's from Scott Nash and his email is padiscott@yahoo.com. It is in response to the mailer I sent out with the 1st hand account from New Orleans victims, and the letter from Michael Moore.

Get your head out of your ass you stupid bitch. The only people left there were a bunch of welfare thugs. We have been working for years to pay taxes to support these people so they can sit on their ass and do nothing. The more of them that get screwed the less we will have to pay. What have any of those people ever done for you besides rob you when you go to mardi gras. For the last time take me off of your mailing list and fuck the Dalai Lama you freak bitch. I wish you would move there. The Lama would bend you over and ass fuck you like the hippie freak you are. Take me off your mailing list or I will show up at one of your gay shows and fuck you up. Just take me off of your list you stupid bitch.

And P.S. - I never received a request from him to unsubscribe. I wrote back with this:

Are you retarded? All you have to do is click unsubscribe at the bottom of the email. And, in the future, don’t sign up for email lists you don’t wish to be on, you freak. Get it? In life, do what you want. Obviously, you signed up for something you don’t want… you must be retarded! LOL

If he writes back, I'll post it again. If it becomes annoying, I'll block his email.

PPS - Anyone who ever says that what I do is fun or glamorous or fabulous.. think again. This email is not, honestly, new to me, or a shocker. Being an artist who is feminist, alone and an out lesbian really inspires, at times, the violence that lurks just beneath the surface to rear it's ugly head. Now maybe, people will understand why I feel vulnerable, and REALLY appreciate their positive feedback! (sometimes people look at me funny when I smile real wide and say "THANK YOU" and "DO YOU MEAN IT?" after a compliment) And maybe people will understand why I'm not always smiling, or easy-going... even though I love people, joy is my natural state, and am a sweet person (my friends say I'm strong on the outside, and a marshmallow on the inside). I love making art and speaking my truth. And providing a voice for all the people who's points of views aren't expressed through CNN, or MTV, or the latest sitcom. But man, it ain't pretty to rock the boat. It ain't easy.

2005-10-06T04:26:00.000-04:00

Portland - Mississippi Pizza Pub

Hi everybody,

I had a beautiful night tonight in Portland. Cyrstin Byrd is such a sweet heart. Allison Wesley is a cutie. I've been staying at Lara Michell's house and been getting amazing sleep. And Lara and I have been truly connecting and having lovely intimate talks. The audience was fantastic. They listened, they cheered, they sang along with gusto during "I want to f#ck all day", they bought CDs, they licked my feet (just kidding on that one). But it was a great night.

I feel good. Relaxed. Loved. Connected.

I've already made my decision about Berlin. I'm going there in December. I will go for maybe just one month... but if I love it I'll stay. If not, I'll come back to NYC and build up a private teaching practice. Maybe I'll look into booking some shows out there now... Or maybe not. Could be fun to just go and dick around (I mean cunt around?) a bit. Berlin on the brain.

I love watching sitcoms. The Cosby Show. Roseanne.

Just thought I'd share.

LOL

Athena

2005-10-03T12:48:00.000-04:00

CONOR BYRNE'S - SEATTLE

Ahhh.. so nice to be on the west coast. Very appreciative audience, except for when they got restless near the end. Sold a few CDs and t-shirts. Had a GREAT time sharing the bill with the band Fiasco. They are totally pro and have a good feeling/unique/beautiful sound. Lee Oscar (famed harmonica player and inventer - played with Jimi Hendrix, War, Santana etc.) sat in with Fiasco and we all went for shots afterwards. Great night!

2005-10-02T15:41:00.000-04:00

BACK IN THE U.S.A

It feels good to be back in the u.s.a.

But it also feels more violent.

Feels like I can get more bang for my buck.

I appreciate that, as a struggling artist, on a tight wire budget.

Feels like I can stretch out, breathe, be myself, and not follow so many rules. I always feel there are so many silent rules in canada. And if you break them, that's when Canadians get REALLY nasty. Yes, it's true. Canadians can get as nasty as Americans. Sorry to break it to ya...

But I also feel like a foreigner in the U.S.. I don't fit in. Always, Canada looms lovingly in the back of my mind. And yet, in Canada, the U.S. shadows as well.

I am dreaming of Europe.

The violent undertones in the U.S. leave a cavern under my feet. I could fall so far.

Canada is a warm blanket that squeezes you so tight, you don't know who you are.

I am a traveller, who's seen too much to recognize her own home.

But Europe. Maybe I will fit in the crevices of Europe more smoothly... One can only try.

It seems that most people adjust their talents to the opportunities governed by geography. A visual artist becomes a landscaper in Seattle. A punk-folk singer plays country music at a fundraiser in Saskatchewan.

But what if I refuse to be influenced by the limitations of location? What if I stubbornly follow my heart and wait for geography to find me? Do I become a fool with no footing? Or a genius with no bounds?

2005-10-02T15:28:00.000-04:00

Me, Val, and the Blimp

Welcome to Vancouver Island! Ahhhh... the sweet calming smell of all pervading progressiveness. Had some absolutely lovely/darling shows in Duncan and Victoria. Not huge turn-outs. But QUALITY, MY FRIENDS, QUALITY! Ahhh. What a gorgeous island. What sweet awesome alternative types.

Here's me and Val (good friend from high school) running towards a blimp we found in the middle of a field. This is a after the show in Victoria.

The next day, the show in Vancouver.. was... well... OK. I followed a loud band, the sound system was not good for a solo act... BUT, I had some awesome fans there, and enjoyed myself, and hung out with Kim from the Painting Daisies the next day (and her film-girlfriend Kelly). Overal, it wasn't half bad. But, it went over the edge when the producer of the show thought I was criticizing her and went into a blind rage. I tried to reassure and soothe her and compliment her, but she just raged and used many swear words so i walked out. Out in the parking lot, her friends told me that everyone knows that you can't take that girl too seriously. OK. I somehow walked heart first into the eye of dyke drama 101. The whole thing was actually kind of funny and over the top. So I just concentrated on having a good time with the fans and friends there, and avoided the fire. I have yet to have a positive experience in Vancouver...

What's so funny, is that I am spending most of my time in bars. Bar culture. Drunks, addicts, drama queens... It is sooo not my scene. I mean what do I expect? How dare I bring my art to the local hangout where people are really just trying to get drunk and make sorry attempts to get laid? I mean, what do I expect? I'm in their turff, and imposing on their good time. How dare I make them think? Or stop to listen?

I've got to get out of bar culture. I've got to get out of North America!

2005-10-02T15:07:00.000-04:00

The Canadian Rockies

2005-10-02T14:15:00.000-04:00

Me, driving out of the prairies, into the Rockies...

So all these thoughts are streaming through my head...The hecklers in Regina, the amazing intimate show in Red Deer, the yucky-lonely show in Lethbridge, the beautiful-small shows in Calgary, the awesome-packed-magical show at the Grinder, the booker at the sidetrack who keeps emailing me how important he is and how baaad I am (I've had to block his email)... Man, the prairies are always incredibly intense and volatile. I always have some of my best and worst shows in Western Canada. And I am RELIEVED to be out! Too stressful! So much cowboy machismo that I somehow threaten with my presence and music..

So I'm driving through the Rockies, my blood surging with these intense emotions... And suddenly, none of it really matters. The mountains are enormous, gorgeous, awe-inspiring... How can these natural works of art exist among such human violence and drama? How do we still deserve this natural masterpiece, this healing balm, this ancient glory?

And I quickly remember that all this Prairie drama doesn't really have anything to do with me. It's all experiences washing over my body like waves. And I really don't have to try to keep any of its waters in my palm. It's just a particular part of the world in a particular era reacting to a particular woman alone, strong, and unique. A particular woman doing a particular type of music that is like Chinese to many prairie ears.

And all of this gets me thinking about Europe. How would Europe react to my singing, my lyrics, my chords... How does Europe treat the artist?

2005-10-02T14:09:00.000-04:00

Deer in the Canadian Rockies

Sometimes, you just gotta stop and let the deer, with no fear, pass by your gear.

2005-09-24T17:30:00.000-04:00

Ironwood - Calgary, AB

I performed with Jasmine Whenham (gorgeous-music & words) at the Ironwood. Small turn-out, but receptive audience. We had one of the best sound engineers, Marco Levesque, working the board. It was wonderful to get a warm hug from him, and work with him again. I had a blast. I especially enjoyed that Michelle came from Edmonton to see the show. Her support, loud laughs, and beaming face sent me into the stratospheres of joy and confidence. It's just like my therapist says, "What makes things difficult Athena, is that you don't have a solid support system around you. I bet that as soon as you get yourself surrounded by good people you can trust, you will beam with joy. And that's not something you can force. You just have to wait for it to happen naturally." I can be in the depths of "jeeper creeper" burn-out, and then spend 2 days with wonderful people, and the world rights herself again.

The show at Karma, the next night was PURE MAGIC. It evolved into an open mic with a clown performance, and spontaneous musical performances by Wilson & Jasmine Whenham. Thank you to the brave dykes and radicals who came out that night to boldly laugh when I sang my most honest and outrageous songs. yes! Thank you Calgary!

2005-09-24T17:26:00.000-04:00

Value Village - Edmonton - Michelle Boudreau

2005-09-24T17:11:00.000-04:00

(left to right) : me, Jadon & Michelle

(right to left) Chris Wynters from Captain Tractor, me, Mary Hazell (promotor), fan @ The Druid
Edmonton - Sidetrack Cafe & The Druid

I had 2 shows that night. One at the Sidetrack and the other at The Druid. It ended up being a crazy night, full of ridiculous unprofessionalism on the part of the Sidetrack Cafe which later developped into border-abusive behavior by the booker. Ah well. Such is the crazy-unhealthy music industry. But the later show at the Druid was beautiful and drama free. And much fun to hang with Chris & Michelle Boudream & Jadon & others! Michelle did a kick-ass set at the Druid, and got asked to come back as a feature. So that made the whole night worth it. The show at the Sidetrack had wonderful audience-performer rapport. Beautiful. The show at the Druid has a rowdy-Western-Canada racous crowd which I successfully tamed, after much hard work. Jadon (Michelle's fiancee-above) is a beautiful man I got to know during my stay in Edmonton. One of those rare caring, soft, nurturing, talented, good-energy men you just want to bear-hug.

2005-09-19T01:54:00.000-04:00

Arrived in Edmonton

Already I feel 7 miles better. Sometimes you connect with people, and sometimes you don't. Well, i think me and michelle boudreau definitely connect. Was freaked out to come back to Edmonton, to the city where I was sexually assaulted last year, after having had my re-initiatiation into Prairie culture at O'Hanlon's in Regina. Felt so angry and on edge on my drive over here. So alone and misunderstand. Who in the world really gets me? Understands where I am coming from? Is willing to really to take my word for it, when I speak from my own experience?

But then I get to Michelle's and right away she understands the vibe at O'Hanlons. She used to live in Regina and agrees within a heartbeat about the scene there, and counters with numerous anectodes about its effect on her and her music. It's just too much to process all this on my own.

And I just feel instantly comfortable here, in her spacious wooded house, with her lovely fiancee.

OK. Going to bed. Thank you world for showing me someone who understands.

I wish I could get a little stronger, to the point where I really believe myself, and don't need validation. But then again, I am human, and don't really have a good support system right now.. so what do i expect of myself?

Really, I am human.

sleep tight,

athena

2005-09-18T14:26:00.000-04:00

I miss domesticity...

2005-09-18T14:24:00.000-04:00

Can you tell I'm burned out?

jeepers, creepers athena...

2005-09-18T14:14:00.000-04:00

McNally Robinson Booksellers - Saskatoon, SK

Just what the doctor ordered. A nice gig, in a nice cafe atmosphere, with good lighting and people of all generations. Not too much drinking, and a nice appreciative crowd. Clean cut music. Good for the body and soul for one night. nice nice nice... (I hear my grade 5 english teacher reprimending me: "Nice is saying nothing. What does nice mean? Find another adjective!")

2005-09-18T14:11:00.000-04:00

South Shore Elementary in Regina Beach, SK

Rock n roll for the kids! This was a wonderful experience. They turned off the lights in the gym, set up fancy sound sensitive lights, and the kids were clapping along and super attentive for their own private rock n roll show. It was super fun! My favorite is always the Q & A afterwards. Question of the day (from a little 5 yr. old boy): "I want to have a pillow fight with you." Need I say more?

2005-09-18T14:07:00.000-04:00

O'Halon's - Regina, SK

Here's me working too damn hard to soothe the audience... It's OK... it's OK. This is just music. Creativity. Honesty. Me being strong and unique is really not a direct threat to your sense of self...

Our Greatest Fear

Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,but that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?Actually, who are you not to be?You are a child of God.Your playing small does not serve the world.There is nothing enlightened about shrinkingso that other people won't feel insecure around you.We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.It is not just in some; it is in everyone.And, as we let our own light shine, we consciously giveother people permission to do the same.As we are liberated from our fear,our presence automatically liberates others.

Marianne Williamson, from her book "A Return to Love"

2005-09-18T13:55:00.000-04:00

A couple people wrote to me after reading the O'Hanlon's blog to send me encouragement and understanding. I just want to publicly thank them and say to everyone: please don't hesitate to email me, I love and need and deeply appreciate your support!!!